perceptive delusion

STM..

2007-03-26T16:42:00.000-07:00

totally forgot abt bloggin.. niwaex plannin to close this blog soon coz i feel there's better things in life den bloggin. lolz.. wad am i sayin. will still b bloggin but not on this blog.

witch makin layout for mi so once itz done i'll juz stick to havin ONE blog. i wanna make my life easier. seriously.. i'm too simple for this world.. i do one-way thinkin but this world operates in junctions. tt's a 4-way road already..

concert over. *elated*
yea elated tt itz over (one less commitment) n elated tt it was a success (100% sellout of tix) n elated tt i survived the night with only one blister + i din fall despite the 3 inch heels. (almost did but din)

stood beside dr lee in those heels n i'm still so much shorter, got chided by him la. dotz. but thx to his subsidy on the acfam tix. i'm really SOO broke now.. relyin on my parents for money.. shall get a job soon. after her exams. yes. soon.

din manage to watch movie after concert (my popcorn.. ...) coz all tix were sold out.. so dotz.. but finally meet julian's gf. frm mj, one yr after mi but nv see her b4. no surprise tho.. she's frm the s2 series. the *smart* pple.

shall resume my self-learn jap course n anime. haven touched my jap notes very since last yr.. or last last yr. no idea. amazed i can still remember how to write.. unlike korean.. i freakin totally forgot everything, even tho itz easier den jap. sighx..

will still have to b out of the house most of the time but i do wish for the time to come when i can juz stay at home for at least one wk, one whole wk in which i do not have to step out of the house.. pls.. juz one wk.. i rrly have no money le..

cant slp..

2007-03-24T03:52:00.000-07:00

not tired enuf + i woke up late afternn ystd.. (did alot of things on fri tho..) sighx.. i need to wake up early later.. cant b late.. i dun wan tong long to scream n hwaee to stress.

niwaex did some changes a few min ago to tt yellow paper n now i hate myself. my words totally spoil everything~!

arghx..

cant i juz get to slp n stop messin up.. sighx.. tml, no today is gonna b a long day..
no more slpin pills at home..
i'm so hungry.. juz now at mac din eat enough..

haha.. oh ya, speakin of which, julian's filet o-fish became a mac spicy. the person mistook a mac spicy patty for the fillet so imagine julian's shock when he opened up his burger.

man i'm hungry.. but if i eat den i'll rrly not b able to slp.

2nd amazing thing is he remembered whr my house was (while sendin mi home today) despite only sendin mi home once. gave him an applause for tt.

ok G.. pls let mi go to slp.. i dun wanna ruin tml.. no.. today..

finished~!

2007-03-22T17:31:00.000-07:00

lolz.. i knocked out in the end. seriously knocked out. (missed alot of calls as a result, a few frm the office.. shld i call back? *ponders*)

think itz coz the current task was harder den i tot = more boring = harder to keep awake. e worse thing is i dun have the luxury of drafting, so itz like, i have little rooms for mistake. (since i only have one yellow piece of paper)

but itz done~!

*proud* use tt zig marker so it kinda required concentration. coz tt marker colour gets darker when u overlap, so i couldnt fill in colour-pencil style. *grumbles*

in case anyone cant tell.. - -''.. itz a clarinet, the instrument tt i've been playin with since 2000. wow.. 8 yrs.. no.. 7+.. no.. 4+.

juz glad itz done, still have stuff to add but the main thing is done..
sighx.. wasted alot of hrs slpin.. wonder if i can finish my other stuff by fri..

*hopes for the best*

amazing rite?

2007-03-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

yes, itz abt 9am on a thurs mornin n i'm awake. well.. basically i havent slpt since i got home this mornin (which is.. arnd 1am)

not tt i choose not to slp.. but my insomnia has been actin up recently.. i tot i had it under control but nopex.. think itz coz i've been too reliant on tt cough syrup to make mi slp these few days. sighx..

kinda stoned on my bed until i got hungry, den got up to cook for myself (not a success but not considered a failure) afterwhich it was anime all the way.

THANKS DA JIE FOR UR ANIME SUPPLY. ^^

yep went to watch 'letters frm iwo jima' ystd. i liked it. coz more funny parts den gory parts. n it has a plot, unlike that stupid epic movie.

i'm like so broke now.. guess i rrly cant survive on charity frm parents.. guess i rrly do need a job tt pays. soon soon.

oh ya.. recently went to look at tt num bag tt i tot was nice n it turned out to b such a disappointment. ughx. so sad.. itz like so hard to find a nice lookin BIG bag nowadays.. (n i'm not talkin abt sling bags.. i have enuf..)

monday's practice was.. bad for mi. couldnt rrly concentrate, stupid sickness.

the funny thing was it started as sore throat --> headache --> flu --> fever --> wet cough --> dry cough.
cute eh? i kept thinkin of the movie "evolution"
was anticipating what it'll evolve to next but it stopped at cough+flu. ok, mayb became insomnia but cant it juz disappear already? stubborn..

ended up in mac after band.. a very UNhealthy place.. but we actually stayed there until the guy came over to usher us out coz they were closin. we muz have crapped alot. but cant rrly remember.. poor brain.

doubt i'll knock out later coz there's stuff to complete by fri. yosh~! let's get started on strikin things of the to-do-list. aza~!

feel like shit..

2007-03-18T19:43:00.000-07:00

dun rrly know how shit feels like but i juz feel rrly bad right now.. man.. how long have i not been sick? not rrly gettin use to this.

i'm like slping all the time but i dun feel any better.

G~! i nid to get well by tml~! i have stuff to settle. i dun wanna push it back anymore.. i need more free n consecutive days..

*groans*

sunday free~!

2007-03-18T02:01:00.000-07:00

itz abt 2am on a sunday n this shall b e start of a great day~! supposed to settle a couple of stuff later today but the sore throat got worse, headache started kickin in n now my nose is blocked. so to ensure not to fall sick b4 the concert, i'm delegating some stuff to other kind-hearted pple to handle and the rest shifted to other days.

today shall b a full rest day. the moment i'm done with 'journey of man' can go slp n wake up late later. *elated~

SATURDAY..
slp kept gettin interrupted by sms.. but still managed to wake up abt 8 plus coz i nv rrly got to slp. first lesson was quite ok. my student is smart la.. itz those case whr the student understands but the mother wants to secure an a1 kinda thing. scary~!

i'm so out of touch with upper sec sci.. dunno if i can handle this but shall try. *cross fingers*

meet the rest for lunch, meet quite alot of out-of-contact pple along the way, ivan couldnt recognize mi~! i dunno if itz a gd or bad thing but kinda glad the day ended early (arnd evenin) coz there are a few stacks of tapes to clear. managed to only clear two b4 i took medicine n went to bed to stone n pray tt the headache goes away.

FRIDAY..
went hunting for my stuff but couldnt find it. went home take instru den meet stef. afterwhich was a mad rush to band, not forgettin to get dinner for pple.

scalded alot of pple on the bus coz it was too crowded. lolz. i find it funny the way pple keep squeezin onto me den backing away when their skin came into contact with the bags of hot food i was holding. detest crowds n pple hu like to shove. barbaric..

for the first time din join them for supper coz yea.. have to wake up early on sat.

THURSDAY..
dun rrly remember, juz know i settled alot of stuff on this day, includin my hair on the way home.
verdict is.. i'm freakin broke now n my lifestyle is killing mi. i need rest n slp, i dun rmb gettin sick so easily. i din even get sick after cny despite all the junk food consumption.

i'm not technically sick now but symptoms are showin. irritating~!

i guess a huge factor would b me sharing water with sick pple. which means bugs are getting stronger n thus overpowerin the immune system.

humans.. we're like slowly killing ourselves..

I SHLD B TIRED..

2007-03-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

backdated entry since itz only slightly passed midnight. the amazing thing is i dun feel tired.. y is it amazing?

k coz frm tues morn till now i've only slpt an estimation of 2 hrs.
was out the whole tues (returned home to bathe b4 headin out again)

tot i would b e first one dere but turned out kw n bh had to wait for mi. lame lorx. very poor estimation skills today. no.. actually itz their fault. rich lorx so take cab.

sighx.. i'm such a poor bloke these days.. shld change my have-money-spend-all mentality. (think i've said this countless of times.. - -''..)

won in mahjong (we got abit hyper) but din play money. which will always b the case.. e moment money is involved i'll juz turn into a cai sen ye, forever givin out $$

drove to geylang (roller coaster style) n ate 'dou jiang you tiao' for the first time. very nice mehx? din rrly like it.. *shrugz* but i found the place very "fu gu" which was cool.

so till now i still dun get why 'dou jiang' n 'you tiao' muz go together, i think tt 'you tiao' goes better with peanut porridge or 'dao suan'.

our whole grp retired to bed at 7am on wed but i couldnt slp. fiddled abt with the pillow n bolster. pillow alone too low, bolster alone too narrow, pillow + bolster to high. pillow + hand = juz right + achin hand.

so juz stoned there n refused to get up, hopin i'd fall aslp. was in the semi-unconscious mode the whole time, not fully awake but still aware of my surroundings. sian.

finally gave up tryin to slp when the guys got up to leave coz had to get the key frm them. frm then to the moment hwaee woke up (which was a few hrs) was channel surfin.

the beauty of cable tv, it is a rrly rrly gd time killer.

after my dear mother finally decided to wake up, cooked breakfast/lunch (my egg failed) den left for band at abt 6pm.

the cab driver was super ultra chatty. but itz fine, coz hwaee was there to carry on the conversation. brief stop at my house to pick up my instru den off to prac.

full rundown today.. i'm so dead.. alot of small areas to cover. alot of small is worse den one big area. sighx.

managed to chew thru one cheese burger @ mac after band but my mouth rrly is achin. dunno is due to lack of slp or wad.

found out tt tong long stays near temasek too, which was scary. the bus trip was ok, since maz was there. but seriously, i'm kinda scared of tong long, not becoz he's the alumni band president but coz he's playin the same instru as mi n coz he looks too serious at times. ha.. wad the hell am i talkin abt.

yea managed to reach home abt 1145. tot i'd collapse onto my bed e moment i got home up itz 2am on thurs now n i'm still awake. shall b settlin some stuff later so wonder when i'll b able to slp.

still have to go out tml, eh no today, as in thursday. arghx~!
fri oso, sat oso.. pls let mi not have anything on on sunday. PLEASE~!!

nid time n slp.. alot of it.

2007-03-11T23:49:00.000-07:00

coughed out 65 anime titles tt i've watched. of which includes alot tt i've yet to complete.. man.. when am i gonna finish all the anime tt i have started with so i can start on a whole new batch??

reached home juz in time to catch ugly betty. *phew*
finally did what i intended to do months ago. one more stuff striked off my to-do-list.

and i actually stuck to my word today in terms of punctuality~! said i would find her b4 8 n i did~! shows tt my estimation skills today was great. i kinda calculated when i'll b done with my stuff, journey to her house and time left to finish today's stuff n to reach home b4 ugly betty.
flawless plannin today. *gives joce a pat on the back*

saturday..
was late for mornin prac again so din really manage to go thru the whole piece. gettin the hang of it le. hopefully i'll b familiar with all 6 pieces by the concert. 2 more prac to full rundown. scary..

nus open house.. eh.. i was kinda lost as to what to do there actually. saw alot of familiar pple but i'm not those hyper ones hu'll go say hi n end up huggin, it was more of a passby, look surprise den smile kinda thing.
the funny thing was, was askin marcus y jason din follow them den it turned out j msged mi abt comin to nus arnd tt time, but i only checked my phone like hrs after. SRY~!

IT fair at suntec was scary. i've always hated crowds n this fair din improve my liking of crowds one bit. couldnt rrly see much when u have to concentrate on whr u were walkin the whole time, but at least they bought some stuff so it wasnt a wasted trip.

credits to vickie, dickson, hancheng n clem today for hlpin mi carry my stuff (at intervals) + thx to vic for the car ride.

friday..
yes, late for night prac but maz was late with mi, again~! lolz. we met at the bus-stop a few times le. so fun.

main n alumni combine, din look very big cause i'm like used to dmn's attendance but apparently it was considered a big turnout. so congrats to all hu came on fri. u made it happen.

first time attemptin "incredibles" with dr. lee. man.. hu knew such a simple movie would result in such a complicatin score? so many key n time signature changes. but it was fun overall.

howl's vcd was passed to mi on this day too, directly after i juz returned the rented howl's. how cute. tempted to watch it again coz din rrly catch the story but i'm nice la. there are still other out there hu have yet to watch the movie to yep. juz pass it on. (lolz, pri sch fav song)

went to changi village to eat the nasi lemak but ended up with noodles. the queue was juz too long n i'm hungry. so yeap, shall make it a point to go tryout the nasi lemak one day. when i'm patient enough.

thx to julian for the ride to n home.
even tho my hair tangled into one huge mess but it was fun with the head stickin out over the roof n gettin all the wind. ^^

bandaged removed~

2007-03-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

3 full days of homestay. ^^ managed to clear alot of outstanding stuff. still have a few more to settle but i shall b done soon. thankful for the bandage. saved mi frm leavin the house.

tt is if i get to stay at home in the first place.

finally mounted on the curtain rail. almost went deaf with the drill. kinda miss d&t, cause was usin all the dt lingo tt day n it feels weird in a gd way. lolz.
stupid china drill bits, cause of a teeny weeny prob, the drill couldnt work optimally n the drill bit (2 in fact) got damaged/deformed.

now all i nid to do is finish the paintin of tt wall den off to choose fabric for curtain. and then there is the paintin on the other wall.. sighx.. i dunno how to deal with that wall yet.

mentioned 24 before but recounted juz now n itz 25. finished 7 the first session. din think i'll b able to do more then tt this session but surprise surprise. i did 11~! wanted to do more but itz late n i dun relish havin my mom knockin on my door in the middle of the night, askin mi to turn off the light n slp.

so now i have 7 more to play with. ^^
very tempted to showcase my "works" but tho it looks nice to mi, it might not b presentable enough, judgin frm the plenty tt is in the market right now. actually the reason y i'm attemptin this is cause they are always sold in pairs n i can only buy a single side.

(can guess wad's it le?? ^^ )

rented n watched howl's too. din pay much attention to the story tho.. was concentrating more on the music. thought i'll have time to watch it a few times but nopez.. could only watch it once n when my mom went to return the vcd today, she told mi it was already overdue. sighx..

but banzai~~ i cleared all my tapes le~!! + i finished "my girl" n i have 3 more discs before i finish "full house".

afterwhich shall start on that princess show, clear all the books frm the lib, reorganized tt very VERY messy notebk, get fabric, get paint, finish murals, watch tt penguin movie, settle the remainin 7 with a third session, finish clearing the mess in the grey cupboard.. man.. i shld stop thinkin what is there to do.

hopefully i dun mess up my parts for the concert on 24 march. n hopefully pass tt irritating interview tt my mom put mi thru.

ok. slp~!

n again~!

2007-03-05T23:01:00.000-08:00

e moment i got home mom was like, "follow mi to the doc"

*puzzled face*

lookin at doc, he asked wad's wrong. i juz said "nothing's wrong"
den my mom took action.

verdict?
my foot is bandaged up. again. . . .

cause of all this?

overly-concerned aunts hu find it absurd tt my feet is still SLIGHTLY swollen (as compared to e other) n the fact tt i nv consulted a chinese doctor regardin this matter.

apparently folks frm the older gen trust chi docs so much more den western doctors. itz like, unless u're bein treated by a sinseh, u'll nv get better. - -''..

so i'm now unable to walk alot coz tt doc put this u-cardboard lookalike thing on my leg which makes it hurt when i walk.

i was abit pissed abt this whole episode coz i feel itz uncalled for BUT, i'm kinda happy now. ^^

i have very good reasons to not go out for abt 3-4 days (tt's when the bandages come off) so i declare HOLIDAY~!!! finally, i can stay at home n reject all outings. ^^

so happy so happy. ^^
wahhahaha~

hope tt idiotic excuse for a sibling leaves the house everyday frm today till thurs, i wanna enjoy my holiday. can he juz go get a life n stop staying at home when there's no sch.

nightmare..

2007-03-04T15:03:00.000-08:00

had a nightmare ystd, no.. considered this mornin.

abt mj i think. tt makes it even scarier.

it's like the life after graduation, then we all have to take lessons at this place (supposedly an mj extension tt looks nth like mj)
the front is actually a hotel look-alike. (juz means very grand n huge)
think itz to deal with guests to the sch or wadeva.
was like super late for lecture so findin my way arnd tt huge buildin.

the best part is there are like theme parks n restaurants in the building itself. so i was rrly rrly lost. asked a doctor (i dunno y a doctor was walkin around the grand part of the buildin) n she made the directions sound so simple. something like.. go straight n juz turn left.

but going all the way straight leads mi to this viking ship tt is already in motion n the stairs to the left is like being blocked by the ship.

like playing a game.. choosing to run when the ship is up, duck when the ship comes down, then sprintin all the way to the stairs area, n ducking n climbin up the stairs at the same time.

i think the nightmare was more of gettin lost n findin weird places. i'm always getting lost in real life but i always depend on pple to find my way out. so when there's no one u know arnd u.. man.. scary..

woke up before i got to the lt because i dun wanna see what the teacher would do to mi for being late for like 30 mins or more.

k shall go b goin out to get my instru later. man itz late..

itz gonna b long..

2007-03-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

itz actually 2am on a sunday mornin but i shall backdate this entry to make my life easier. ^^

SATURDAY..
started the day early but was still late for prac. boo~!had to play first n beside tong long today so i muz admit i was kinda freaked. alot of stuff to get used to.. itz like i'm side reading at every practice, so irritating. n the worse part is coz everyone has gone past the side reading stage, u have to work even harder to catch up. ):

lunch went by not so smoothly since there was this very petty uncle tt made a fuss out of clement spillin a lil bit of soup on his PLASTIC bag. like so dotz~!mother (in this case is hwaee) treated like everyone to lunch so i was kinda scared of her wallet but she die die oso dun let mi pay. dotz.

afterwhich did wad we always do when we travel in a big grp, keep forming circles at diff parts of the mall. finally got to a conclusion when some had to go off n some had to go buy stuff.actually only jason had to buy stuff but since mi n father (jason is my father too but this father refers to vic) have stuff on only later, so pei him go.

popular was so freakin CROWDED~! i dunno y but itz a really huge turn off so jason went off in the end. conclusion, we spent the remainin hrs at starbucks. (cause i din wanna go off too early to danny's place)

reached danny's abt 6 (abit later den i expected) but juz in time for dinner. den the gambling started. loads of noise n money flying about. itz damn scary.on a pleasant note i had a few sponsors so whenever my money runs low i'll have pple throwin money to mi. itz like a vicious cycle. play this game win lose sponsor, change table to other game den win lose sponsor. itz to the point of mi not knowin whether or not did i actually win or lose, n i also forgot how much i was sponsored since there were more den one sponsors.

but itz all in the name of fun so yep. managed to take a break by watchin guess on tv with supper on hand (we ate ALOT for supper, amazing)i'm glad i'm already at that age whrby most of the pple you know are driving so it is no longer a need to worry abt the last train or bus, juz play as much as u want n someone will send u home. ^^so yea was sent home on the car n home in abt 15 mins. cool~

FRIDAY..
this day was kinda long too. started out early also, well actually supposed to meet stef at 10 but i woke up arnd 11+ coz my stomach probs kept mi up till abt 4+ in the mornin. it was horrible.so yea.. din get to eat my mac breakfast. AGAIN.

shop arnd town.. went to tt LV shop for the first time n i was impressed but the braclets. they are rrly swt. oh, n the prices are too. - -''..couldnt find tt necklace i saw in far east (sobx) n din have time to properly enjoy my kino experience coz we had to rush to sch to get results. (y cant they juz mail it??)

was late in the end. again i missed a before results speech. psle, o lvl now a lvl oso late. - -''..took teng's car. the car is nice~! but the journey was scary. lolz. for like a split second u are wonderin whether or not u're goin to die. but no la, she can drive.

cant say i did well but i finally got a reasonable grade for gp. still remember o lvl.. fell aslp durin eng exam n got a c6, den the pple who asked for my grade kept insisting tt i'm lying to them n tt i shld juz admit i got an a2 or smething. tt has been like buggin mi till now.

no i din get an a2 this time around coz my essay was rrly crapped. serious. anyone who heard my essay content ended up laughin. i rrly tot tt i would b stuck with a c6 for life but i guess my paper 2 pulled mi up. phew~

almost wanted to go out with them after results but i was too tired. so went straight home hopin to catch a nap b4 practice.
(imm took tt paper bag of uni stuff + jap notes + yr bk for mi all the way frm sch to my house, i'm so touched~!)
reached home to eat dinner but got a call in the middle frm hwaee to meet up before prac so could only sit on the couch for a few min b4 leaving the house again.
here's the infuriating part. since hwaee is waitin for mi at tm le so i decided to take 293 as itz faster then 291. but in the midst of waitin for 293, 3 291 passed by~!
(fyi 291 doesnt stop at the 293 bus stop)
so ended up hwaee waited for a long time n settled everything by herself le. sorry~!

so yep, went off together n then began my speed side-reading during combined with dr. lee. at least this piece wasnt tt hard so it was not tt tough to catch up but still it required alot of effort on my part. i juz wish i can familiarize the 5 pieces quickly b4 the concert.. which is like in a few wks time. scary..

supper was at mac. ...
i know i told myself nv to eat mac again (excludin breakfast) but y shld 11 guys listen to one girl. so followed them into mac lorz. a very eventful supper whr i included 2 more members into a family. a new mother named fiona as played by mr.clement n a new grandfather as played by sujin. one thing lead to another n suddenly we were laughin over super lame n meaningless stuff. i cant believe how bo liao we were.. like usin the fries holder as hongbao. (coz itz cny n my family shld b givin mi red packets)

think we ended abt 11+ den houyuan n jason went home, leavin behind 9 guys hu wanted to go play lan. n they did. i din join them but took their cab to my house. tot i would b able to slp once i got home but keep gettin smses abt results n lame stuff tt i could only slp arnd 2. n tt is after i set my phone to silent n non-vibration.

i think itz because of tt that i couldnt receive any morning calls (sry to the pple hu's calls i missed) n was late for sat's prac.

ok, end of 2 days. these few wks have totally drained mi. nid slp~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

achin legs..

2007-03-01T22:55:00.000-08:00

fell aslp on the bus on the way home despite it being only evening. tt goes to show how tired i am. sighx.

another interview to b on sat but i'm packed tt day.. duno how..

was late today again but tian was late too so i shall declare tt i wasnt late this mornin. yay~!
din get to eat mac but shall b doin tt tml morn, IF i can get up.

but then again kino is such a motivation. ^^

couldnt find nice indoor plants in ikea but el did buy something in the end so it wasnt a wasted trip. but the lollipop was juz too huge, hope tt suggestion of mine would make it work.
den again no matter how the prez turns out itz the thought tt counts right?

arghx.. my legs are so gonna break.. walked too much.

k gd luck to mi tml.. may i b able to meet stef on time.. may the interview not b on sat.. may my condition b gd tml (i was abt to die this afternn, but el saved mi. ^^ )

note to self: rmb to get the premium card asap n settle tt byki thing tt has been buggin mi for months.

summary..

2007-02-27T23:53:00.000-08:00

took abt 1.6hrs to wake up today.. (despite the consecutive alarms) so itz pretty bad. yea was late again. but did settle alot of stuff these 2 days.

under mom's recommendation of a gd optometrist, finally got a chance to go people's park. i know there are stuff to find there but because i dun rrly know what to find so nv had a gd excuse to visit the place.

eye check under a certified doctor is actually diff. i'm amazed. there was this machine to shoot flashes of light, a machine to shoot air (tt hurt), checkin of eyelid, cornea (he said mine was rrly big so itz very flat, wadeva tt means..) and alot of other machines. which is why i spent quite a while walkin around the whole shop half blind n sitting down in front of so many diff equipments.
but the worse thing was he kept remindin mi tt results are out on fri.. - -''..

spend a gd deal of the time shoppin n once i got home i had to try my best to finish all 24. managed to complete about 7 up till now, no hurry but i'm afraid i'll forget abt it. initially it was tough.. not so sharp wire-cutter + the wire was too flexible so itz pretty hard to work with. but i managed alright.

accomplished~!

have yet to touch my clar.. sittin so lonely in my room right now.. man.. i nid more free time~!!!!!!!!
and far less distractions.

gamblin den

2007-02-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

keep forgettin to post abt this flower. it is a flower. a red one. n itz in my house.
the point is itz alive n wilting right now but it looks SOO fake~! i mean.. i seriously cant believe itz a real flower. it feels fake too. like velvet. n it looks like a brain.

someone educate me. what flower is that???

woke up late today. was late too. lolz. but seriously better late den nv.
the house was akin to a gambling den. equally noisy with everyone (rrly alot of pple) gambling n drinking. but worse. there were 3 forever barking dogs. they are cute but seriously, my ears hurt. ALOT.

played only for a while. got 4 tai once. i think i've nv got 4 before. or maybe i have but i din noe. i'm still an amateur at this anyway. plus i was more interested in makin candy (one of the dogs) to b less afraid of mi.

she's rrly such a coward. at the start i tot it was my prob, tt i'm a "cat" n all. like maybe i look like such a cat person. but then again coco (candy's brother) wasnt even scared of mi. in fact he sat on my lap n rested to my hand until it ached.

carried candy first n she kept shakin. fear. but the funny thing was, when i made eye contact with her, the shaking juz stopped. den when i continued playing mahjong (yea she was on my lap at the mahjong table), which means no longer lookin at her, she started shaking again. like so dotz~! wad's the problem??

but in the end, when i was leaving, she did jump up to lick my hand, so i really dunno wad's goin on.

coco, on the other hand, was juz enjoyin lyin on my hand as i used the comp but the worse thing was whenever the doorbell rang, or when his mother barks, he'll juz bark non-stop for a few min. with his mouth beside my ear! itz amazing how he juz sits and bark bark bark bark bark.

he juz keeps barking but he doesnt want to come down. i had to put him down onto the floor to give my ear a rest but he din leave the room, juz continued barking. i think the doorbell rang abt 5 times. sighx.. i'm juz glad i'm not deaf

pics of coco n the girl whose ear hurts. as u can see coz he's on one hand i hand only one other free hand to use the comp. alternating b/w mouse n keyboard. tough.

Y ARE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION SO EX~! I'M LIKE TOPPIN UP 10 EVERY 2 DAYS. I'M GOING BROKE~!!!!!

2 phones~

2007-02-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

yes i did manage to wake up. late but still i went so i cant b faulted.

epic movie was a failure. itz so unintellectual n lame. i juz cant identify with such comedy. sighx.

sry laine, wanted to post the pic of tt sweater but it juz doesnt seem nice no matter which way i place it on the floor. nxt time den show u ba.

n itz official. ^^

i'm entitled to use both phones frm now on. actually i was entitled to the moment the phone came home but i hesitated coz i tot it would b a hassle to change sim card n work with diff memory but tt memory prob was solved coz i realized (only juz) tt the red phone has a memory card slot too. so yay. itz like, exact same interior juz tt e outside looks completely diff.

brings back memories.. the time in lower sec whr all the phones had changable cover n we can make our phone look brand new for juz a few bucks. now? itz hard to find phones with changable covers tt appeal, n if we were to get the sticker, it'll cost like $30 at least i guess.

bad thing happened today.. tt is my bear got crippled n i cant find itz leg.. ):

guess it dropped in the cinema when i was replyin someone's msg.. sighx.. sighx.. if the bear wasnt red i would b half as sad. it looks so freakin pathetic now.. *gloom*

now tt is a nice watch tt i would have bought, but the only prob is it costs $2,270.
maybe not tt exact, cant rrly remember but itz arnd there. i only remember the startin is 22**.
sighx..

nvm, i'll get tt watch once i make enough money. wait for mi~!!

lei..

2007-02-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

yea.. tired. ever since tt "holiday" itz still out every single day.
hey.. den again.. i din have a holiday since technically tt holiday was ruined by pple comin to the house for cny. drats.

watched 'my girl' before leavin the house today n joon-ki is juz soo cute. lolz. mistook him for a girl for some scenes but he's juz so pretty. can fully understand y so many korean guys are undergg plastic surgery juz to look like him. ^^

finally found the word, itz embouchure. yep. after 3 yrs i tot i lost my embouchure but nopez~! the prob is in the reed. used to use 4.5 but since my muscles haven been active for yrs so i changed to 2 n boy did tt make a diff. i could go on for a number of bars without breathin. (haven mastered circular breathin yet.. *gloom*)

got abit confused abt the sharp flat thing. coz i dun remember how to make a particular note sound sharp or flat.
fyi i'm not talking about playin D-flat D D-sharp, i'm talkin about makin the note D sound flater or sharper. but no worries, i got back my memory with some hlp in the end. ^^

was meanin to avoid dr. lee but he juz suddenly popped out n was situated right in front of mi. talk about suay. at least he din start his mj remark. we talked abt hair in the end. lame ah~!

concert's approachin soon, gotta buck up to make up for my 3 yrs absence, jia you~!

k, hopefully i can wake up in time tml.

hey peepz, dun forget to give mi my morning call~!!

smething interesting..

2007-02-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

was gg to blog abt my severe lack of slp these few days (i din even managed to get a full 3 hrs rest. lolz. ) due to goin out n clearing shows/anime but i found smething much more interesting. yes.. google is so interesting. wanted to msg imm but i scared she say i boliao.

s308 pepz listen up, someone keyed in the words "hsu imm" in google n went into my blog accidentally but tt's not the point.

it goes to show how well known hsu imm is now, lolz, to have someone to goggle her name. how cute~! ^^ did she accept tt modelin contract??

i dun think there are alot of pple in the word with the name hsu imm ba, + given her net-workin skills.., i can very much find it safe to state tt my assumptions are accurate.

turned down a job offer today coz itz at clementi. i dun even wanna work.

k, back to tv.

CRAB!!!

2007-02-19T04:02:00.000-08:00

woke up to hear my brother leave the house. which was a gd thing. was looking forward to peace. which is what i'm badly in need of since ystd.

a few min later.. i heard the door open again. noise. alot of noise. - -''..
an idiot brought more pple home. freakin noisy~! so i took my time in the bathrm, hopin e moment i'm done they'll leave.

but no.. they juz got noiser. turning up the comp vol coz there're watchin something. great. knitted my brows.. went to my rm n blasted on the stereo to drown out the noise.

when all else fails, drown noise with music. tt's the best bet.

when they finally left, REJOICE~! my peace has finally arrived.
so went on my life happier.

*knock on the door*

my heart fell.. no.. plummeted. itz like how one would feel when all the happiness is drained out of you.. pure agony.. i could juz see the word 'peace' as a balloon. floating away and then "bomb", bursts into oblivion.

aunts visiting. and aunts = noise
i was right.. the noise started escalating.. there goes my peace again.

since i cant go into my rm (used to do tt for a few yrs until they confronted my mom on how rude i was), i had to do my music blasting therapy in e LR, with headphones of course.

but alls well ends well.. since the day started out bad, it'll b sure to end well. plus e emails made mi smile alot.

esp this clip. this world is badly in need of such pple. the comments were hilarious too. ^^

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfil it.

cny..

2007-02-18T12:53:00.000-08:00

February 18th for Jocelyn

Letters, e-mails, and phone messages may demand most of your attention right now. Catching up on your correspondence is key if you want to maintain supportive, loving relationships, my dear.

You and your special loved one are likely to share common ideas about health, personal hygiene and household duties now. This is a good time for organizing your partnership affairs and taking action.

Make sure that someone doesn't disappoint you by going back on their word. If you keep in touch with them, you could keep them motivated not to change their mind.

My intuition tells me that today you feel in harmony with the whole universe. Whether or not you are religious, you feel almost mystically at one in with everybody and everything.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
- -''.. is tt a positive horoscope?
feelin abit apprehensive of the day ahead.. (actually we're already late) full fam gathering today, from both sides. sighx..
may e day/night b gd..

*groans..

i rrly wanna juz stay at home.. or b anywhr else with anyone else but the full extended family..
(be careful of what u wish for right.. because there are a fair no. of non-family pple tt i dun really wanna go out with currently.. i take back what i said. i juz wanna stay at home~!!!)

the one day holiday for me ystd was juz not enough. man.. i nid to allocate more time to myself.

y????

2007-02-16T15:58:00.000-08:00

NOTE: This is odd .....you have got to try it!

At the end of this message, you are asked a question.

Answer it immediately. Don't stop and think about it.

Just say the first thing that pops into your mind.

This is a fun "test"... AND kind of spooky at the same time!
i'm one of the 98% and i dun get it~!

Now. just follow the instructions as quickly as possible.

Do not go to the next calculation before you have finished the previous one..

You do not ever need to write or remember the answers, just do it using your mind.

You'll be surprised.

Start:

How much is:

15 + 6

3 + 56

89 + 2

12 + 53

75 + 26

25 + 52

63 + 32

I know! Calculations are hard work, but it's nearly over..

Come on, one more!

123 + 5

QUICK! THINK ABOUT A COLOR AND A TOOL!

Scroll further ! to the bottom....

A bit more...

You just thought about a red hammer ! , didn't you?

If this is not your answer, you are among 2% of people who have a different, if not abnormal, mind.

98% of the folks would answer a red hammer while doing this exercise.

If you do not believe this, pass it around and you'll see.

new blog skin has no title..

2007-02-16T15:20:00.000-08:00

still have some time b4 i leave the house.

some idiot is smokin outside my house n i'm chokin.. ...

yep i found my 3rd missing blog. sighx.. all the memories.. dating way back to 2002.

i seriously dun trust the makeshift blogsite tt's hosting all the blogs so i'm juz comtemplating to which blog should i transfer all the entries to.

livejournal or blogger?

had a few diaryland blogs but totally forgot usernames n passwords.. but nv liked tt site anyway. *shrugz*

cant wait for tomorrow.. i'll b able to spend the whole day at home. ^^
well there's e family reunion dinner tt will eat into some of my time but i'm juz glad for a day tt i dun have to leave the house. + there's no band prac tml. phew.

still havent got around to enquiring about loanin a clarinet. still jobless. apparently i have to b proactive when it comes to accepting assignments but i cant b bothered.

yea i cleared the interview but i dont want to work.. ironic yea but i went for the interview in the first place to stop my mom frm naggin at mi in gettin a job. n it worked.

oh ya..

new phone~! n itz red~!!
^^ *muacks*
but i cant use it. coz i juz got my SE recently.. sighx.. sighx.. sighx..
then again so what.. i can easily make my SE red in colour. plus i cant let go of my SE now.. coz of the no. of games n themes in it.

imagine the agony i had to go thru when i had to let go of my previous SE phone. funny enough.. although the games are bought with cash, i cant transfer the games to my new phone. so yea.. had to part with it. n i cant trans the themes too. bleh..

took this ystd coz i couldnt slp.. feat the flying frog~!

abit lame but it had alot of fun flyin about ystd. u could see the sparkle in his eyes. ^^

so now.. tell mi what should i do about the empty wall behind my bed?

cant find any suitable murals.. no nice wallpapers either.. cant put anything protruding there coz i need to lean on the wall.. i dun want posters.. if i were to get a painting for tt wall, then i'd rather do a mural. coz i get sick of things fast n a mural allows me to just paint it over n do another.

a quick one b4 i leave e house..

2007-02-13T14:48:00.000-08:00

tired tired tired.

managed to come home early ystd becoz i gave up a few destinations tt i want to get to. shall put tt off to some other day.

man.. at this rate i'm goin (out of the house every single day) i think i wun haf enough energy to actually work.

new addition to my table. more frogs~ ^^
one way to make a messy person neat, get a cute bin so tt it'll serve as an incentive to throw away stuff rather then leave them lyin abt n accumulating.

tt frog reminds mi of gamma chan.. i wanna buy him but then again itz a total waste of money, seeing how many substitutes i already have in my room. =(

mite mite, i cleared the shelf. ^^ not rrly cleared of clutter but u cant find any form of dust on it now. cleaned cleaned cleaned. but dust would appear abt a few wks frm now. sighx.. itz so hard maintainin a rm..

feat. 3 out of 5 of the pieces to b played in the upcomin concert. i pulled a late one ystd going thru howl's moving castle.. after i get more stuff frm yamaha itz time to go source for an actual clarinet. hu wants to lend mi???????

shit i'm late..

YAY

2007-02-11T14:19:00.000-08:00

juz found 2 out of 3 of my lost online journals. this is so amazing n accidental. gave up on actually ever recovering them e moment uj closed down.

but what's yours will b urs. lolz.

it all started when i googled "mieowz".

sighx.. itz so nice to have ur old journal back..
now all i nid is to transfer them to lj (since uj n lj are sort-of-related)

then i shall never have to lose the memories again. ^^

now all i nid is to try to remember the name of the third journal..
(but somehow i doubt i have one.. but yet i know i have more then 2.. - -''..)

confused..

2007-02-11T13:31:00.000-08:00

i'm using a hotmail email to sign into google..

like eh??

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.
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lolz. k i solved the prob. google has a 2 way thing. one is gmail one is google.
wadeva..

time to slp

2007-02-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

was decidin whether or not i should sign in coz i was postin a couple of posts on lj already. but i shldnt neglect this blog.

bz day again today. i think i shld b able to slp quite well today, tirin stuff did happen today.

managed to clear e shelf ystd b4 bed. struck alot of things of my to-do-list today. see? spendin the whole day outside did the trick. runnin here n there to get stuff done.

placed more things on my shelf earlier, wif stuff tt i juz bought. ^^

itz supposedly surprising tt the uncle was nice to mi this morning. (YES, MORNING) ha.. we were shocked. n there i was bracin myself for questionin. he actually juz let mi pass. ha.

for the first time this yr i woke up before 12, in fact around 10. see? i'm such a nice daughter. u call i come. tho a few wks late but i still came. ^^
haven seen this mother for a long time. e surprise was spoilt by my lovely neighbour on the bus but still it was happy seeing everyone. (n their shocked faces of course. ^^)

after this, next n next next's bz wk. i shall get down to makin a new lj blogskin.

(after my HDD crashed i lost all my codes, so cant make skins tt easily. i.e i have to relearn stuff again n regain my failin memory)

gambatte~~

table: cleared~!

2007-02-09T17:02:00.000-08:00

yep tt's one table cleared n wiped clean. disinfected and all. yay~

well.. except for the cds.. i din actually clean them one by one but.. itz clean. *nodz

shall attempt to clear the shelf above tt table n i'll start fillin up the inventory book so i'll nv have to unleash a hurricane to find stuff in my rm ever.

after which would be fillin up the cupboards with items tt i dun know how to categorize and i'll do inventory all over again plus labellin of boxes. shld b able to finish soon.

ahh~! i forgot abt appointments.. ..

ok.. shld finish by nxt mth.

tv marathon starts..

yes.. childish..

2007-02-08T13:13:00.000-08:00

caught myself spendin a sufficient amount of time whilst clearin my rm ystd playin a childish little game.
no i din find a psp in my rm, i found a leaky pen.

stage one
objective:
get as much ink as u can on ur hands

success!
level up

stage 2
objective:
figure out why the pen still has ink

ans: sticky ink

success!
given choice of nxt arena
chosen: bathrm

stage 3
objectives:
remove ink from hand
remove ink from pen
identify bonus materials

1st bonus material identified: soap
gain points by makin soap as purple as u can (pen ink was blue)

succeeded whilst achieving 1st objective.

2nd bonus material identified: brush
gain points by coverin brush head with ink (not make it purple)

succeeded whilst tryin to achieve 2nd objective

unable to clear stage 3

perform a forfeit

i.e.remove ink from brush usin any method

(did it by scrubin the sink.. e ink is so sticky it juz wun come of conventionally)

bonus round (for wastin so much water)
get ink ofF brother’s bathing cloth

(it was an accident! seriously! i din expect the ink to land up there)

and the end of it all was throwin the ball-point pen away. freakin lame.
i din manage to clear out the ink at all. n now the bathrm soap still has bits of purple on it. - -"..

still feel like shit..

2007-02-04T18:14:00.000-08:00

i've been avoidin signin up for the new blogger but i've been apparently forced into it. i cant work arnd the system..

doshite??

wadeva..

i'm in the hungry-but-no-appetite state right now.. n it feels bad..
*whimpers*

gonna reward myself wif loads of anime today. yes. go joce.

G! stop doin this to mi.

2007-02-03T15:33:00.000-08:00

felt like dyin ystd. y does my stomach keep acting up..
i'm rrly glad my mom was around mi ystd.

i'm taking back the thought of livin alone.

had a tough night too.. lied in bed suppressin the pain for hours.. only managed to slp when the whole household had woken up (think itz abt 7am) and my mom brought a heat pack for mi.

"everything will b fine after a gd rest"

pui.

it din work. i did slp for a few hrs after tt but i still vomitted as usual the moment i woke up.

itz juz not fair. y do i haf to keep vomittin. i'm sick of bein sick.

at least i din blackout like tt time but still itz torture.

arghx. freakin unfair~!

..

time for tv..

**gives joce a pat on the back

2007-01-31T20:43:00.000-08:00

congrats~

on the way to becomin more girly.
still against lace n pink put yep i'm on the way.

bought 2 pairs of shoes juz now. (i din pay. yay~) my feet rrly hurts frm tryin out shoes. found a few nice ones actually but the heels.. omg.. kill mi.

first i cant balance, second it'll put too much strain on the injury.

now all i nid is money to actually make it a reality frm head to toe.

got my bro to buy mi stuff too so i feel pampered today. ^^

but he's still an idiot.. as we were walkin around tm he nv fails to comment "eh u're very short lehx" while carryin the adidas bag i lent him out of my kindness, sympathy n generosity.

my poor white bag.. bein tortured at the hands of such a rough kid.

~~~~~~lemmi find a nice job pls~~~~~~

still clearin..

2007-01-28T17:58:00.000-08:00

tt above is what i threw away after much consideration about the amount of junk i have. i kept one cube tho (not in pic) coz it was the most uniformly shaped one.

yep found these xmas candles. y did i buy them for? i still dunno. yea i love candles alot but i realize it's likin them so much tt i dun wanna burn them.. thus there're juz there, collectin dust n takin up space.. mayb i shld stop acceptin / buyin candles frm now on.

tt's how one part of the wall looks like now.. the rest are bein painted instead of havin stuff stuck on them. may b paintin progress b smooth.. may the murals not go wrong..

spring cleanin in progress

2007-01-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

was watchin lady n the tramp dvd today and u know how disney dvds always have this game section.

played the "which dog are you quiz" and guess what.. th answer said i was a cat. super cool. i kinda got a shock too. coz the narrator said: hey, u're not a dog. u're a cat."
i was this close to pinchin myself.

been bz these past few ~~days~~ weeks clearin n reorganizin my room.
seriously speakin, clearin the room of yours truly is no easy task. i juz have too much junk n my sentimental side juz refuses to throw the whole lot away.

ended up stuffin them in boxes n shovin them under my bed, (which took a whole wk to clear out)

dug out 55 bags frm under my bed, dating all the way back to pri sch era (which means bodypac bags). singled out abt 10 over working ones to give away, none were bad enough to throw though.. juz abit outdated. and the fact tt i dun rrly put all my bags in one place.. i wonder how many more i'll uncover. for a fact i know a few is in my bro's rm, a few in the wardrobe, a few in e master bedrm..

itz juz scary..

my parents (mom esp) kept naggin on how slow i was.. blah blah.. so she said she n dad would combine forces to hlp mi clear stuff out. in the end, the job bein challengin, they ended up arguing.

tsk..

my room requires alot of patience n tolerance for messiness. tryin to b neat abt clearin will mean it'll nv b clear. only i am up to that task. *pats joce on the back*

the funny thing is that they have no prob workin together to clear the storerm in juz one day.
- -''..

4 cupboards for mi to tackle.. n two tables.. oh, plus the piano area.. ok.. gambatte.

gd or bad..

2007-01-22T21:29:00.000-08:00

first time out in months and itz not to the hospital.

another thing is tt i woke up b4 one today~!!! altho itz 10 min b4 one but itz still b4 1.

note to brother: 3m away frm mi n zip~!

i give my salute to one person. the person hu made mi wake up to 19 missed calls n 19 msges on my phone, causin mi to sit up instead of drifting back off to slp as usual.

u win liao lorx.. ur hands shld b hurtin.

alot of things on my buyin list but most cant b found in tm so it was kinda disappointing. but i did make a few purchases so itz not a futile trip. ^^

shld i buy the arena tour dvd.. i've been thinkin abt it for a while.. shld i shld i?
whenever i ask tt qns i'll think of how i have every jay album n concerts in diff versions n y not for ayumi. tt tells mi to buy the tour.

but went to look at the dvd juz now n itz like a repeat of all the songs tt i haf n.. confused..
think the point is tt i'm currently broke hence i'm actually hesitating.

i hate bein broke.. i hate hesitating.. itz always been see, nice, buy. now itz see, nice, weigh worth, look at price, decide again. boo~!

so gross~!

luckily tt only happened for one item today.

lemme get a nice job~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

bo00oo00oooo0o

2007-01-18T14:14:00.000-08:00

so much for tryin to slp lesser.. this whole year i have never woken up before 1pm. i tried n tried n tried but my bed is juz soo comfy.. e weather's so cool.. the house is so quiet.. bliss.

how?????

i'm gonna rot if this carries on..

-tried slpin early to wake up early.. cant.

-tried makin myself tired to slp early.. cant.

-setting like all the alarm in the house to wake mi up.. cant.

-get mom to wake mi up early.. cant.

-tried not slpin at all.. cant.
(did tt last yr actually.. in the end i fell aslp in the morn n woke up arnd 6 i think..)

-slp on an uncomfy hard bed to wake up early.. cant.

-pray to god.. cant~!

how do pple manage 2 blogs..

2007-01-13T14:40:00.000-08:00

itz lame but itz cute. i personally find the word "phamp" very funny. ^^

been clearin my rm these few days but e floor is still unwalkable.. i think i nid at least a month b4 i can consider my room cleared, in a way tt itz easy to locate things, and not turn the rm upside down juz to find some small object.

+ i'm amazed i dun have blisters despite puttin together the shelf tt was bought ystd. but my hand still hurts frm all the screwing.

another amazing thing is tt my feet keeps crackin with each step i took. itz like those knuckle-crackin sound. so freaky. at first it din hurt but the more i walked the noiser the foot became n then came the pain. - -''..

ok.. joce. try to reduce slpin hrs k? itz kinda scary for mi to slp more den 12 hrs a day, esp if the rest of the day is spent on the couch.

as promised i attempted to clear my rm

2007-01-08T02:47:00.000-08:00

instead i ended up cuttin pics frm magazines i found lyin arnd my rm. and here are the results~!

yeapx. i cut up pics n placed them in the film as shown above. the nicest film would be the one closest to my cd mirror. the third one was made in a hurry coz i had to clear my floor soon, itz like unwalkable by tt time.

i emptied a few ~~cupboards~~ drawers too n i found a number of beads tt haf come loose frm some braclets. my brain started workin.

process process..

tadah. here's wad happened.

tt bottle has been lyin around for yrs n e rose was made on the spot frm those.. star paper n the stem is actually those wire tt we get whenever we receive sweets frm other kids in pri sch. amazingly the star paper was yellow n the wire gold, so they kinda complement.

i cant take the pic clearly frm this phone so e "beauty" is kinda hidden. wad's nice is bein able to see the layers of petals, tt's my fav part.

now the most amazing thing today.. was actually findin a slip of napfa results. i'll show u wad's amazing.

look at the legend, look at my weight indicator.

I'M OF ACCEPTABLE WEIGHT~!!!

*estatic

i haven see tt in like yrs.. itz always SU or U, nv A.

but the happiness only lasted the while, right until the point where i went to measure my current weight.

yes.. i lost weight.. grr..

this is what happens when muscles deteriorate.. u get lighter.
ok.. i shall take this comin chinese new yr to stuff myself silly with food then adopt some fitness regime to build up muscles so as to increase body weight.

there's this small voice sayin "as if"..

well.. we'll see..

pulls hair

2007-01-06T23:11:00.000-08:00

kinda pissed rite now.. ughxxx

wasnt feelin tt sad ystd coz i was thinkin it might b repairable. +there shld b a warranty to some extent.

suan le. seiously suan le..

there is a warranty alright. 5 yrs warranty n 3 yrs replacable warranty.

but apparent my dad din think tt much abt it and failed to mail out the warranty card.

omg. wth..

.. he decided he shld b e one to hang on to such stuff bcoz i'm supposedly not responsible enough. hu is e irresponsible one here.. ....................

itz stated there if the warranty card is not sent out by 7 days of purchase it'll b void. (fyi i've been usin it for over a yr, no.. 2 yrs.)

idiotic.

feel so cheated now. so unfair.

u pay like over a hundred bucks for the hdd
no.. tt amounts to over 300 bucks for the 2 hdd i bought and both of them are not insured.

such a simple thing such as sending out a warranty.

mg.. wth la..

arghx~!

this is SO stupid..

私の夢

2007-01-06T17:14:00.000-08:00

this was even weirder den the dream i had after playin sims2 the whole day, with cheat codes of course..

i seriously cant imagine a person bein able to play sims w/o cheat while ensurin the sim reaches platinum status in terms of aspiration. i was so sick of havin them run to e toilet or eat because tt wastes times n thus makes it more mafan to fulfill their aspirations. itz not even close to reality hence i dun see the need to make it "real".

niwaex.. i wun say this dream is weird in a weird way. itz like.. i juz dun see the link to what i've been doin.

i would say.. i'm surprised with my "invention".

itz basically a game whr pple line up in a line, a rrly rrly long line appeared in the dream with pple frm all races. not sure abt the age but itz definitely not all youths.

ball to the first person who will pass it to the nxt.. i remembered there was smething abit strings but i cant seem to fit tt in..

then there's this karaoke machine n a tv screen whom no one is facin.

song starts and the person with the ball has to sing.

trick is e ball-holder can only sing 5 syllables. n the song used is a pop song.. whrby the probability of someone singin more then 5 syllables (eg the chorus goes up to 7 syllables) is really high. 2nd thing is tt the song has to flow.. as in no note shld b skipped thus everyone shld b payin rrly close attention. esp if itz a fast song.

if the song happens to b of a language someone is unable to speak. the person has to hum the syllables. the tv screen at the back is to aid pple in rememberin the lyrics.

tt much i can remember..

there was also this person who would direct the game n make sure all sing 5 syllables, no more no less.

if i remembered correctly.. i was juz a by-stander. the song was by eason. den there was this guy tt made mi laugh coz he couldnt read the words despite him bein chinese. i can relate to that. lolz.

mayb.. i'm juz sufferin frm kbox withdrawal n itz shld haf smethin to do with d attendin orientation in mj.

ok.. i'm gettin weirder.

joce SHLD b panickin right now

2007-01-05T22:44:00.000-08:00

but i'm not..

i rrly shld b..

:(

i think my harddisk is spoilt.

EVERYTHING is dere.. seriously everything.. except music (in pc)

tt's coz i use all e comps at home at roughly the same frequency thus itz much easier with a hard-disk.

tt hard-disk was like a temporary thing b4 i upgrade e comp.. but it's not suppose to die on mi now~! cannot cannot cannot..

ok i'm startin to get a bit worried..

everything might b gone.. omg.. i dun even know how much info is in there.. how can a 120GB harddisk juz crash like that???

G.. hlp.. i swear i wun think abt shavin my head again.. u alrdy frac my leg for tt.. dun do this to mi.. *pleadin face*

*long story regardin tt.. but G's always doin stuff like tt to express unhappiness regardin my thoughts or actions..*

.

.

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niwaex the police are incompetent. or tt's the way they are portrayed in reel n real. esp in usa.. pathetic..

**pray**
may they b able to repair n retain the information in e white hard-disk.

sighx.. i haf to use the purple one now..

yrs of information accumulated in the white one.. :(

haix..

kinda funnie in a stupid way

2007-01-01T02:52:00.000-08:00

am waiting for the sacred time currently (no one will understand this. lolz. fyi the sacred time today is 3:02) but din plan on spendin the time readin manga so i decided to actually get down the clearin my mail.

see? i'm startin on my resolutions already, how sweet.

niwaex hotmail always has adverts arnd so it was amazing to see the advert of my new phone. i mean.. tho itz juz bin bought by me but itz not rrly tt new in the market. think it was released a few mths ago le.

niwaex it was promotin a msn theme thingie on z610i. cute~!

here's a screen shot on what will appear on the contact card of the person hu was as bo liao as mi to d/l tt theme. itz a flash thing so i chose the screenshot of the cutest pose.

e fun thing is tt there are 6 diff contact card flash images to show. tho it IS all abt z610i.

oh well.. i tot it was fun. ^^

HAPPIE NEW YR TO ALL
GOD BLESS

happie new yr~

2007-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

now's the chance to start off the yr well. not tt a gd start = a gd yr but it has itz perks. ^^

k new phone for the new yr. how timely.

yea itz black.. when i could haf gotten the red moto.. which was also cheaper btw. but like i said earlier itz not a rrly gd phone despite bein red so too bad.

main dish~!
RESOLUTIONS..

yepz.. a weird tradition since i dun actually keep them but mayb this yr might b diff. mayb.. lolz.

1) learn jap to the point of bein able to hold SIMPLE conversations
2) gain weight
3) try to get taller
4) exercise more
5) slp less & wake up b4 1pm
6) b more disciplined
7) finish wadeva you started

oh speakin of 7), i did finish the thread box. like finally..

took mi a while coz i was more interested in watch anime. + my dad din allow mi to spray paint at home so i had to do it on the sly. din haf time to do a gd even job but imperfection itself is beauty.

itz juz a box to put the threads i haf lyin around. esp made for those threads tt i only haf one or two of. so pathetic..

but it looks nice frm far, colourful enuf. juz like my room. ^^

haf a few more resolutions but cant think of them now.

**to G: may the world b a better place to live in n pls reduce the no. of humans on this earth by eliminating the evil ones.. earth is bein destroyed +over-populated and humanity is bein threatened by the ugly nature of some human beings.

sighx.. y can humans juz b nicer to themselves n the environment they live in.. all the shit they do for money is disgusting.

9 lives..

2006-12-30T16:58:00.000-08:00

i could juz kill myself.. i was given the chance to own the phone below..

but itz not gg to happen.. sobx..
not becoz i cant afford it.. in fact due to the current promotion itz actually relatively cheap. but the salesperson admitted to my mom tt the functions are not tt fantastic. itz more like a flower pot in tt sense. a very gorgeous one at that.

logically speakin.. since we all change phones like once a yr or even earlier..

arghx.

itz juz boliao to get a phone tt cant rrly function. but.. i kinda wanna juz own it n not use it. heez.

mom would nv allow it. for once i'm glad i'm not buyin the phone myself. i would b so tempted. mayb itz gd tt someone is gettin it for mi on my behalf.

but i haf a consolation.. maybe i'll be able to get a red skin made for the new phone. shall see.

lookie here~~

gackt vs hyde ^^

super cute lorz. too bad the attention of the jrock scene in s'pore is not tt great.
boo~

crappin for the sake of it..

2006-12-29T01:30:00.000-08:00

my mailbox has been buggin mi but itz juz so hard to get it cleared. sighx.. so much mail tt u dun wanna delete but yet cant b bothered to read..

u're so weird joce..

haven been online in a while, the internet connection is definitely not an incentive and i dug out a korean drama frm the video cupboard. supposedly a tear jerker so there i was quietly waitin for a sad scene so i can squeeze some water out frm my eyes but it was so disappointin..

the actresses and actors (yes actors) were like cryin every 5 min and all i could do was juz stare n gif a really sympathetic face.

i hope i havent lost the ability to tear.

fyi tt drama's title was "summer scent". ya.. juz like "winter sonata" n "autumn in my heart"
was there a "spring" themed one? not sure..

oh ya..
d is in mj too. so lame~! and takin my combi no less.. of coz + the bio he's so proud of.
...

itz ok.. he can go dig out all my notes frm the store if he actually takes it seriously. wonder what will happen if some over-zealous teacher catches him with the tongue piercin.. given how ms ang bugged mi on the tail.. >.<>

as far as i noe naresh caught his hair le. i support naresh~!! do u noe how disgusting his hair is??? for a guy i think itz really gross to haf such a hairstyle.

he has fringe tt are longer then mine for heaven's sake.. altho its only on one side but it covers the ear on tt side. tt's how long. gross~!

fyi i nv liked paul twohill or anyone tt resembles him. wad's with havin hair coverin half ur face..

lolz.. i'm such a hypocrite. actually it gives a sense of security. itz almost like how the ostrich puts itz head in the ground. havin the face totally covered. except you can at least haf the choice of viewin ur surroudings while the pple arnd haf no chance of lookin at ur eyes, the "windows to ur soul" or wadeva.

one would feel expose when the fringe is lifted. for mi tt is. in the past, when i was in my "i hate the world the world hates mi" kind of mentality. it only lasted to pri 4 or earlier i think.. but the fringe still serve as a sense of security now.

NOT TT D NEEDS IT~! i rrly wanna cut it off for him.. if he isnt slpin 2 metres above the ground i would haf done tt long ago. juz imagine a guy havin to pin up his hair juz to b able to eat without his hair enjoyin his food.

niwaex thx G for grantin all the xmas wishes. *muacks~
plus i paid my price alrdy rite? which is y u let mi off today. =p

announcement: i gif up bein a catholic

sighx.. i haf alot of pple to answer to regardin this decision.. ... dreadin future family gatherings..
not tt i haf ever not dread any. ha..

life's wonderful~~

new skin again

2006-12-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

well nth rrly new, i juz get sian of e skins i make easily.. shows how bad i am.

oh well..

MERRY X'MAS EVE

^^

itz very merry for me. hopefully i would b able to spend tml afternn alone. i nid to finishin spray paintin stuff and havin pple around will totally spoil tt.

my parents came home too soon tt day and my mood was totally spoilt. no one would b able to understand my pain.. lolz.

if i'm able to get tt very simple lookin phone wif bloggin function my future posts would be like.. full of dumb pics n very little words.

juz like the followin..

tt was taken while i was clearin ONE pigeon hole. and tt hole was a metre deep so you could imagine the stuff i managed to dig out. took a pic of the stuff tt i'm abt to throw away.

the green can tabs remind mi of ipod.. disregardin the fact tt i've had them ever since sec sch. n for wad reason i haf no idea.

i keep alot of junk but recently i realized there are things tt juz haf to be thrown.

so there you go.

eatin a min of 3 rocher a day.. may i not get sick.
time for pizza~

hlp.. my ear hurts..

2006-12-21T15:18:00.000-08:00

the human brain is amazing.. amazing how they would make you dream of smethin to fit the situation you are in.

itz like suddenly i was dreamin abt being back in the bandrm as a lower sec student and *** was playin the trumpet as usual. but she kept blowing the wrong note which made my ear hurt. so when i woke up.. i was surprised my ear is still hurting.

juz like in pri sch.. suddenly was dreamin abt bball tournament coz my dad was actually callin n shaking me awake, in the dream, we were shaking each other and callin each others name coz we won. but bball in pri sch was fun.. esp when playin with the upper pri kids and gettin thru their defence.

i wanna b a pri sch kid again~!!

saw the SAW again ystd. yea had my purple cast removed. coz this cast was even thinner i could feel the saw even more. my whole leg was vibratin with the saw and even after the saw was removed. freaky..

tot i could start walkin by end of dec but NOOOOO.. the doc say wait until end of jan. diao..
but it still hurts anyway..

e only interestin tt happened ystd was me makin a nurse nervous. wahhahahah. nv knew i could make anyone nervous.

she was speakin normally but when she spoke to me she started stutterin. at first it was ok but the more she spoke the worse she got. at the end she slowed down n spoke each word as clearly as she could den said sry twice. maybe she was intimidated by my face of extreme boredom n fatigue.

slept for only abt 11 hrs which wasnt enuff tt's y.

haf this removable cast now. but cant b bothered to put it on. itz like chucked somewhr in this house now.

youtube pls work.. abt 70 more epi in total n i'm done.

gonna get new phone~~

2006-12-19T00:13:00.000-08:00

did something to my blog. but only the super curious inquisitive and bo liao pple will know wad i did.

lolz.

been playing kong kong this few days. actually 2 days. or 3. whichever. tho tt game has been d/led ages ago..

itz cute~! got my bro hooked on it too. too cute to resist.

niwaex lvl up-ed like 3-4 times per game, which spans abt.. 5 hrs?

which is a pretty amazing speed given days were spent juz to lvl up in maple which spans frm the same company as kong.

itz like in a span of 2 days i've outgrown the server tt i started it.

means frm now gotta play new server. so i was thinkin.. hey, not bad.

until i saw a lvl 53 person. - -''..

the servers differ by like 7 lvls each i think and there are only 4-5 servers.. lvl 53.. crazy guy.. it'z not tt cool of a game to get totally hooked u noe. .........

i wanna watch yui's movie.. ...

2006-12-16T16:15:00.000-08:00

help..

i have this HUGE stack of christian/catholic books that my aunt brought over for mi.. to help mi "seek a purpose in life" after i accidentally told her i like my life the way it is now. i.e slackin it away.

*grips hair*

the next time she sees mi she'll surely question on the usefulness of the books and on what the hell the book is about. this is like hell.. .... arghx~!!!

i haf a few novels tt i wanna read.. but if i do tt i wun b able to finish her stacks of books by the new yr, which is the nxt fam gatherin..

glad my leg is frac.. this way i wun haf to spend xmas with the whole extended family and have them askin abt results so far or wadeva. tt will totally spoil my mood..

my holiday is endin.. =(
will haf to find a job soon. i dowan~!!!!

arghx~!

2006-12-12T00:59:00.000-08:00

jap.. is.. so.. ughx!

this is rrly so lame..

蛇 = hebi = snake
蛇口 = jaguchi = faucet
蛇 being "ja" in the 2nd word and "hebi" by itself.

ok fine.. so there's two pronunciation..

BUT 蛇口 translate literally to "snake mouth" in chinese which has nothing to do with water whatsoever.

WHY does putting two words hebi(sanke) and ku(mouth) give you jaguchi(faucet) ??

and you cant pronounce snake as ja because there's no such thing.

but "snake mouth" = jaguchi~!!!!!

itz not understandable.. zenzen atashi wa wakaranai..

nid.. to.. learn.. vocab..

2006-12-12T00:41:00.000-08:00

I am worth $1,656,020 on HumanForSale.com

apparently accordin to the stats of the quiz, ur "value" increases wif education.. how typical.

and females are worth 135,000 only. i dunno how much males cost tho.. can some male go take the test and enlighten mi?

doom's day..

2006-12-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

din turn on comp until now coz my heart was achin since ystd..

some anime uploaders on youtube were suspended and a few anime were removed due to copyright laws.

*pulls hair*

this is so freakin lame~!

(not tt youtube always loads properly aniwaex.. sighx.. is it tt hard to want to watch/re-watch old anime..)

i dun mind if u remove short animes coz i can either buy the whole set or not watch it. but to remove long anime too~! ... itz like neither here nor there...

to buy the whole set is kinda lame coz long anime's haf alot of fillers and itz a watch-once-tt's-it kinda anime. totally not worth the money and effort to locate all the box sets..

to give up on the anime is lame too coz you've like already covered 100 over episodes.. i hate cliffhangers.. i wanna noe what happens.. =(

and to buy what you've missed is perfectly dumb. itz juz dumb. only idiots do that.

i've nv seen a place tt allows you to rent those super long anime..

plus given the current crazy connection that goes off most of the time.. i'll have to like d/l for days juz to watch a half an hr epi.

god is so unfair..

finally finished witch hunter robin today.. took mi a few months.. ha.. coz i really took my time wif it. not tt itz not interestin but it takes time for e meanin of each epi to sink in and i'm currently watchin alot of anime at the same time tt it gets a little confusin..

little consolation.. once i/bro can afford it we'll subscribe to animax and start worshippin the black box.

stop askin wad happened to my leg

2006-12-10T22:46:00.000-08:00

new skin~! again~!

not tt hyped up abt deathnote animore. havin anime overload actually.

made this skin while watchin the stars award so my neck is breakin frm turnin back n forth.

youtube is refusin to load anime properly. grr.. i juz wanna watch those epi tt i missed.. y is it so hard.. sighx..

abit sick of repeatin to pple abt the leg coz everyone's still laughin abt it instead of:oh no.. are u ok??

blehx.

but yep. tt's wad frens are for. they laugh at ur misery to put u out of it. ^^
so much better then those who fake sympathy. BLEHX~!

hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves..
.hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves..
..hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves.. hope internet connection improves..

euphoria~

2006-12-09T16:23:00.000-08:00

heez. i juz finished my new blogskin on my mieowz blog in like an hr. ^^

all i did was to tweak the codes. pic was frm zoo-chan. juz edited pixels here n dere.

this comp has photoshop but i tried to use it and failed miserably. boo....

juz happy tt i was able to finish this blog skin b4 anime starts.

note to self: for sat anime starts at 4:30 coz i watched fma le.

tt new blog is actually coz i hate this blog's url. itz not rrly a blog tho.. more like a gateway of sorts.

purple purple~

2006-12-06T21:56:00.000-08:00

i found somethin more terrifyin then accupuncture.. removin the cast..
i was totally freaked out.

he used a saw.

there it was spinnin (e saw blade) in front of me den lowered onto the cast. the spinnin speed was really fast. my whole leg was vibratin along wif the cast.

itz like if he lowers the saw juz a little more u'll see blood splatered everywhr.
i covered my eyes the whole time prayin he wouldnt miscalculate the force on the blade or somethin.

niwaex when the cast was finally removed i could see how tightly the cast was binded. the leg was like abit dented in. sort of what happens when you wear rrly tight socks for a while.

tt juz reminds mi of how close the blade was to my leg. *shudders*

and the worse thing is i'll hav to go thru tt again.
yep.. i juz got a new cast. and itz purple~!

the conversation was kinda lame..
wad colour would u like?
red.
we only haf purple n pink. u want pink?
NO~!
so u wan purple?
anythin
purple is a nice colour. n itz the last one. after this no more colour.

so apparently they've cleared all the stock of coloured casts even those in the stockrm or somethin. and the orange hand casts are all used up too. so sad..

itz kinda lame.. i think he (the same uncle hu did my first castin) was hopin i'll say pink which is y he asked mi wad colour i wanted when he only had two left.

been watchin anime like nonstop these few days. except when there are nice stuff to watch on tv.

tt eye above was done usin paint so obviously it sucks but itz my first manga drawin done usin comp. and paint no less. this comp has no photoshop.. and even if there is i wun noe how to use it. cant be bothered to learn aniwae. anime's more impt.

i rrly dread learnin kanji now.. one kanji has a few pronunciation. one pronunciation has ALOT of kanji attached to it.. arghx.

demo gambarimasu~!

very inaccurate.. - -''..

2006-12-01T14:56:00.000-08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.
You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

dan dan dan~

2006-11-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

seriously my fastest made blogskin up to date.

e 2nd fastest was tt white one with the bear. 2hrs..

this? wahaha. damn easy. think only slightly less then one hr. n if the connection speed had been better i guess finishin in half n hr shld be no prob.

din do anythin.. basically juz edit some pic and throw them together.

lazy ba.. the only time consumin thing was the adjustment.
lolz.. and i was watchin anime on youtube the whole time.

shld i watch naruto now? d/lin takes time + fillers are up till feb..

oh ya.. i finally got enlightened.
was wonderin why in anime every character only has like one or two change of clothes.

firstly i tot it was coz they're lazy designin n drawin new clothes.

but tt's not true for some coz the openin n endin always show the charac in new sets of clothes..

but now i have tot of a better reason. itz for cos-players~!
*right right??*
if clothes n hair change all the time we wun noe hu's hu. + the fact tt all chracters look roughly the same if u make them bald n juz look at the head.

man.. i wanna see ryuuku bein cos-played. tt'll b so cool.

okae.. i juz found ryuuku bein cos-played. lolz..

yay yay time for anime. ^^

i wanna learn flash...........................

2006-11-29T14:33:00.000-08:00

how sweet.. the time is 2:22.

abit of deathnote withdrawal now.. duno if i shld start on the manga.. 108 chapters okae.. and i cant understand manga.. esp if there're action seqences.. i seriously cant tell what's goin on..

wanna change blogskin yet i'm gettin used to the current one.. and given my withdrawal status e new blogskin would definitely be deathnote.. i dun like black pages.. but white is so un-deathnote.. ... shall see..

who wanna teach mi flash~!???!?!?!?!!

niwaex i'm confused.. 青means green in chinese but refers to blue in jap..

and in death note.. 月 is pronounced as raito (or light) but none of the pronunciation of 月comes close..
月= getsu/gatsu/tsuki

plus light in jap = hikari. light n moon like no link.. moon doesnt gif out light.. it reflects..

jap rrly is irritatin.. one word can haf so many prononciation but they all mean the same thing..
itz like..
A isnt A when itz wif B but itz still A if itz wif C

sighx.. nvm.. dun give up. i believe itz possible to learn jap w/o a teacher. がんばります~!

looks rrly tirin.. e videos i mean.

2006-11-28T01:38:00.000-08:00

80 to 90 more episodes to go for prince of tennis.

din touch tt jap cd today.

cant wait for DN9 to come out.. sighx.. one more wk..
waitin for bleach too.

hands' rrly tired frm managin files on comp.. y do i haf so many?~!?!! not to mention havin to sift out the duplicates in my hard disk.. this happens when u actively use 3 computers n haf information all over the place. den lump it all into a hard disk after erasin everything..

afterwhich i'll still use e 3 comp n neglect the hard disk den start all over again.. dumb joce.. i nid a comp tt can work rrly rrly rrly well man..

diff comps can do diff things..
comp 1 is great for games and everything else but sucks at downloadin.. i dunno y but everything d/led into comp 1 would b corrupted.

comp 2 is great for d/lin, watchin youtube n msn. (smethin comp 1 can nv do..) but is a super laggy comp tt makes mi fear usin it. as tho it can hang any moment.

comp 3 is my pc and only haf music files. not gd for surfin internet. but is the ONLY comp in the household wif ime tt can work. super hlpful in learnin kanji. the other comps juz refuse to b able to.

usin comp 1 to learn jap w tt cd but i d/led tt global writer thing so i can write in jap but still itz not as gd as ime.

no midnite anime on tv today n tml.. sighx sian.. chan u not counted.. all those watched le..

3 down.. 56 more to go..

2006-11-27T03:25:00.000-08:00

i passed the test. ^^ so tt’s 11 ~~words~~ statements in a span of 1 over hr.

itz some learn-jap cd my dad juz borrowed frm the lib.. din really wanna touch it coz my jap notes are all wif randy (i think..) and i cant learn passively.. i.e i nid to write down wad i learn on paper.

but the software’s kinda cool.. they haf like 4 lvls for u to cross. first they’ll test ur ability to recognise the word..

so..
lvl one: given jap produce english
lvl 2: given eng produce jap

nxt comes the written part
lvl 3: shown jap write out in eng
lvl four: shown eng translate in jap

i hate the last part.. itz so unforgivin.. even if i get the furigana right.. so long as the kanji is wrong = wrong.

which makes perfect sense actually.. coz there are alot of words tt share the same furigana.

seriously writin out sentences scare mi.. but the ime pad rrly hlps. wphew.

i’m glad i din get too many wrong or the test might go on for hours..
coz they’ll make sure u get a least a few times right b4 they call it quits. feels like pri sch teachin whr the teacher keeps testin u on the qns u got wrong.

so yep.. coz practice makes perfect so the repetitive answerin of the same qns at different times rrly do help.

i feel so guilty now.. coz bro’s been usin the sentence too frequently.
”wow.. if u were this hardworkin durin ur jc life.. wonder what will happen..”

if spendin abt 2 hrs a day on jap = hardworkin joce
it juz goes to show i spend less then 2 hrs on my studies during this lifetime..

it’s like after my exam i have become ”un-lazy”.
faithfully watchin anime, drama, prac violin n studyin jap.

ya.. if only this happened durin sch..

i'm pooped..

2006-11-26T23:34:00.000-08:00

is there even such a word..
basically juz means tired. lolz. went to chinatown today. not tt i haf a choice. gram's b'dae.

HAPPY B'DAE GRAMS

not tt she can see but dinner was kinda fun. minus the episode where my mom was broadcastin my injury like i've won some scholarship.

again.. i gain no sympathy but only pple SMILIN at mi askin mi to take care.. are u alrite.. b careful..

humans.. pple frm my generation act like this but now even those hu are ancient. lolz.. so u see.. the basic nature of humans.. no matter how different they are, they'll always haf similiar charactersitics.

one uncle commented my profile looks alot like his daughter's which made mi rrly happy. ^^ she wasnt here today. somewhr in hong kong on a biz trip i think..

watched the older generation haf fun wif the karaoke. it was seriously fun watchin them sing. or watchin the younger ones cringe. whichever.

and all the jumpin arnd is takin a toil on my wasted body.

ok.. time for shower.

upgrade~!

2006-11-22T15:51:00.000-08:00

frm half cast to full cast. so shld i b happie now or wad?

*grits teeth*
ya.. there goes prom nite, clubbin n the studio thing tt was planned.

full cast is.. i duno.. so much more fittin such tt i cant even put a finger thru.. the half cast was already causin blood clots all over and now this.. wouldnt e blood clots be worse? itz like my leg can hardly breathe now..

e guys hu made my cast was like.. lolz.. weird in a cute sort of way. he's an uncle wif a super strict face and makes it hard to conclude if he was joking or not.

i was cringin the whole time coz he was pressin so hard on my frac.
mom saw n commented: if it hurts u muz tell him
his reply: i know it hurts. it has to.
and he proceeds to press even harder.

something abt my bone bein displaced n wadeva.. doc was a thai i think. coz i couldnt understand his accent at all. but young n cute. watchin so many anime n drama tt i'm havin cute guys overload so i was kinda shocked when i saw the doc. i tot i was in e midst of watchin another drama. but when he spoke i got pulled back to reality.
esp when he said: i think abt 6 wks.. tt's one n a half months frm now. so u can forget abt walkin, much less jumpin or runnin.

*cue: thunder*

another disappointment was the castin.. sighx.. cannot choose colour..

apparently the colours are all used up and the hospital will not restock anymore colours frm now on.. so the only colours left are pink *ughx* and orange but they're for arm castin not leg.

n he said once they're used up tt's it. no more colours. so quick~! anyone hu wants to break n arm do so now.

man.. if i frac my leg few yrs ago i might be able to have a coloured cast.. how cute.. my cast now is like.. very very pale green.

nvm.. at least i have a few new pc games to occupy myself with.

stayin at home is not so bad actually.. itz the lack of exercise tt's killin mi.. can feel the difference btw my left n right leg. one is hard and the other is jelly.. muscles are disintegratin to fats.. so gross~!!!!

okae..

2006-11-17T17:55:00.000-08:00

ya itz over.. but.. not as happie as i tot i would b.. maybe itz coz nth is sacrificed during this exam period hence i dun feel like i've been released or wadeva..

juz hope i can remove this cast soon..

ya i fractured my leg.. AGAIN.
and like one day b4 my exam week started.
how honoured..

so now i'm juz gonna content myself with alot of anime and movies.. aha.. feelin happier already. more anime~!

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart.
Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

- so not true.. for mi la.

new pic~!

2006-11-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

frm manga vol 281

gaara extendin a hand to naruto. *stunned*

tt pic looks damn cute la. ^^

can see naruto perspirin and all.

okae math papers completely over. now onto chem n econ and den i can finally concentrate solely on the tv.

huuray to couch potatoes.

shall go examine tt blood clot..

qns to docs n taxi-drivers..

2006-11-08T21:04:00.000-08:00

y, whenever i reply i'm a jc student, do u guys respond with "you take econs arz?"

like do i even haf an econ face? tt's my worse ever subject lorx.. and there are so many other arts subject to mention, y econ?

itz not like econ is e most pop subject too.. juz see e no. of students in the lecture hall..

so dotz..

e huge bag of chips i was lookin forward to expired..

2006-11-05T21:14:00.000-08:00

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stuff..

2006-11-04T23:38:00.000-08:00

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i think itz cute

2006-11-03T16:34:00.000-08:00

lolz. dun u think so too?

ok.. kept forgettin wad day it was today but it finally sunk it after all the msges last night n this mornin.

thx pple. *muackz~~

i cant go out coz tt'll increase my guilt lvl but at least pple are comin over instead. yay yay. and yep i'll b extra gd to myself today. anime + fun and no studying.

after exams i'll be extra extra extra gd to myself such that i wun regret it if i die. =p
but i haf nine lives so death is still a looong way. muahahah.

thx for the all the prez and those hu promised to give it to me after exams. lolz.
i'll open it after exams k so ya stop askin mi if i like them. i nid to haf more things to look forward to. yepx~!

14 more days to freedom

tv addict..

2006-10-28T17:52:00.000-07:00

watched the korean monk & gangster show on chan u ystd.

it's freakin funny.

i couldnt hlp myself. i laughed out loud and in the end my mom decided to wake up and join mi in tt movie. ^^

i juz dun get it.. i dun excercise i slp n watch tv all day.. i've yet to gain weight..

(juz like a wk after announcin my weight gain i lost one kg.. conclusion: e weighin scale is spoilt)

and when i woke up arnd 1 today.. i went to sit on the couch after breakfast n fell right back aslp till 2 plus.. ...

and i missed my anime today~!!!!

no.. i din slp thru tt.. i was watchin prison break. he's so cute la. n e plot is gd. i was like stuck to the tv. tt's it.. after exams i'm gonna buy, borrow, or rent prison break's box set.

wishlist for the day:
1) weight gain
2) concentration to study
3) stop fallin aslp b4 bedtime

i swear there's smething wrong wif mi..

2006-10-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

woke up arnd.. 12 plus or later i guess.
juz rmb there was nothin on tv while i was eatin so went on the net for a few hrs b4 the server started to get busy and denied further usage.

den went to watch vcd.
today's title was little mermaid II.

wasnt very nice despite startin off quite interestingly..
the songs were.. .. dissappointing.
in fact so dissappointing that they had to add in my absolute fav frm the first part of lil mermaid at the ending.

which was "part of that world" btw.
i was like singing happily to it and debating on the purpose of having the song there.
it's like a song abt a mermaid hu wants to have feet but the show is abt a girl hu wants to be a mermaid. - -''..

the only nice part abt the entire thing was the shark.. ha.. coz the chibi version rrly very cute.

only wasted abt 1 hr plus on tt show..
went to study..
fell asleep in my brother's room and hit my head on his ladder. freakin pain.

*was in his room coz i tot a change of env would get mi to study better*

couldnt take it so had to camp infront of the tv.

5-6 : 100% entertainment
6-7 : korean drama
7-8 : princess' hrs
8-9 : variety big brother

definitely felt guilty for watchin tv but itz rrly a routine le lehx..

tried to study again but i fell aslp.. frm 9 till now..
was juz woken by my dad hu told mi to go to bed to slp.

how can i? i haf done like less den an hr of studyin the whole day.. arghx..
so now i waitin for my mom to make pizza for mi.

andy lau, tank, cao ge.. they're all on chan 8 news now.. smethin abt landing in singapore?

ok.. to make myself feel more guilty
12 - 2: comp
2 - 3.30: lil mermaid
3.30 - 5: study + sleep
5 - 9: tv
9 - 10 : sleep
10 - ? : eat + comp + tv
? - ? : YOU BETTER STUDY~!

actually in short.. it might not be me havin a prob.. it might juz be that econ is freakin boring..
the only prob i haf would only b wif my intestines.

now y are 3 pple in the kitchen fussin over the making of my pizza..

the undeserving

2006-10-23T13:30:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda frustrated wif myself now.. i juz woke up and looked at the clock.. arghx..

i'm not very proud of myself for being able to conclude that i shld b e only a lvl takin student (at least in mj for sure) that sleeps no less than 12 hours a day.

*screams..*

what kinda lifestyle is this.. so idiotic lehx..

i so bound to fail..

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flight is a very nice comic book. juz finished vol 1 (its not wif me now.) & 2 (432 pgs).

good job girl.. now go eat ur breakfast, lunch, wadeva.

wasnt crowded~!

2006-10-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

dad juz bought globlet of fire dvd

yes i know we're slow but we roughly haf all the good titles (or good to mi.. this is subjective)
itz juz a matter of time.. or yrs.. lolz. but dvds are .. eternal? k.. juz crappin..

yep went to view the premiere today. small.. but small was a goal rite? i duno.. din rrly like it coz.. yea.. my room is easily twice the size of their room so i reckon once i shift my tables and cupboards over.. i'll have no space to walk. and their build-in wardrobe is small.. DANG~! y din i open it up to see how big it was.. silly me..

niwaez e aircon was freezin inside. lolz.. i know le.. turn up all the aircon in the house n u'll haf a cool livin rm. n it's feasible coz the house is small.

they haf potato-cheese in long john. like a variation of nachos. but wif pathetic cheese. blehx.

ok.. i haven touched my books yet so i kinda wasted a few hrs and if i got down to calculating i might haf wasted a few days coz yep.. home tv tv tv tv do assignmt for tml slp.

the tv is really killin mi yet i cant get away frm it. so lets compromise.. i wun give up slp n tv but i'll give up the activity that takes up the least of my time but nonetheless some of my time.

yep. tt is e time spent in bloggin. well if u count in playin games on the comp n watchin youtube.. ok.. it actually takes up alot too but itz nth compared to the 12-over hrs of slp and day-long tv watchin while tryin to study.

so yep. i haf to make this my last entry of the month. and i'll start my first entry like.. yea.. nxt month.

plus maybe revamp this blog. so long then.. .. bye bye..

make mi study.. ...

2006-10-10T22:53:00.000-07:00

the thing is.. after you actually made an effort to go around checkin prices and variety.. something which you've only done like less then 5 times in ur life.. settled ur purchase and think abt how accomplished you are..

then..

someone says..

you can get it frm somewhr cheaper n in the colour you want.

UNFAIR~!

why cant you juz say so earlier~! now i haf to buy another one.. ... but not anytime soon la.. maybe a few mths later.

niwaez was talkin abt e bluetooth adapter. here it is. tadah~

so yep.. transferred some stuff.. yay.

took this when i caught myself daydreamin out of the window..
the sky is juz so pretty.. and it looks nicer if i take it like this too. ^^

and i shall juz post this pic here in case i ever forget whr my jap notes are.

prevention.
coz we might actually be shiftin house~! but most likely not coz we gotta ballot for it.

wow.. imagine if sarah n i made it thru e ballot, we'll b even closer neighbours. lolz.

i'm talkin abt the new property. the premiere. (abit small i noe..)

only 616 units, so, bah.. doubt we'll be shiftin. not wanting to shift rrly badly coz there's nth wrong aif our location. in fact itz rather convenient. itz juz e novelty thing u noe.. i'm all for that. tt's why i haf to revamp my room every now n then or i'll feel so dead.

leave it to fate then. if G thinks shiftin would bring abt worse things to come den so be it. what i rrly wanna do tho is to go see the showhouse. but itz so packed everytime~!

pls let it not be packed tml.

heart attack..

2006-10-06T21:17:00.000-07:00

after i got high.. got super tired.. was like replyin msges deliriously. ha.. sry to those pple.
den woke up n watched tv straight frm 6 till now. felt super guilty..

but tt's not the point. point is coz i passed my time frm home till now so .. groggly.. tt i had no idea whr i had place my new RED pouch.

abt tt.. i'm so happie wif my new purchase. ^^ bought it on thurs, after sch n catchin up wif my aunt, in bugis. first time i saw e pouch was.. after prelims i think.. but din buy it den coz i still haf one frm the same shop. but den i lost it (at home. n i din bother to find it. perfect excuse to get a new one) so yepx. bounced all the way to muee to get this nice red red red pouch for my hp. ^^

but i actually misplaced it after a few days~!!!

was mopin arnd the house like some zombie until i found it near the scanner.. man.. if i really lost the pouch i'd be so dejected..

coz itz red so there's this attachment to it.. plus i've always like this texture.. very classy.

ok ya.. this entry is juz so tt if i ever lost my pouch n lose info in this comp, at least i can still come here n click on the image to see the full pouch. ^^

for the first time in my 18 goin 19 yrs of existence..

2006-10-06T13:44:00.000-07:00

I MADE MY OWN LUNCH~!!!!

that is like such an amazing accomplishment for me. oh boy oh boy oh boy.

coz mom's goin out again so i had to (and tried very hard to) decide what i wanna buy. even took e bus to white sands but i decided to rely on my fam mem in the end so i changed course and took the bus home while msgin to see if anyone was comin home anytime soon n get me lunch on the way.

well.. apparently none.

so decided to go kfc but my bag's heavy n i'm tired.. so yea.. drop tt idea n decided to go home n starve.

i din think abt eatin cup noodles (tho my house is nv short of tt) coz it'z unhealthy n i reckon itz coz i'm been eatin cup noodles all my life tt's y i'm like thin.

( cup noodle no vit but full, so it'z like bein full on air. how to get fat?? but junk food is another thing. tho itz not healthy but it adds on to body fats so i'm still worshippin junk food.)

actually.. all i did was to cook packet noodles w/o the seasoning, add tomato sauce, sesame oil n pepper. but the main thing is..

i added mushrooms and vegetables.

how amazing is that???
it's like real cooking~!
i actually had to use a knife, a choppin board (which was initially the tupperware cover for the button mushrooms) and other utensils.

cookin nv was tt complicated to me. it's juz pouring of hot water or pressing of buttons on e microwave. but now.. i'm a real cook~! ^^

wahhah. on a high right now.

but ok.. i called my mom to confirm cookin precedures.. bleh..

rejoice~!!! weight gain~!

2006-10-04T22:59:00.000-07:00

my gain-weight project has already started and i can see results~! yay yay yay. weigh 44 now. so tt's like a gain of 1-2 kg. *victory sign*

if this keeps up i might be able to hit a healthy BMI and will have the absolute right to rebute ANYONE hu says i'm (too) thin. hurray for the fats.

any aspiring weight-gainers shld juz do what i do.

in addition to..

- eating right before you sleep
- eating after midnight

- sleep ALOT
- trying my best to eat breakfast w/o my stomach reacting in the morning
- milk (it's fattenin. (: n of course DUN buy the low fat one.. )
- *more meat less veg

k haf to explain this one.. doesnt mean abstain frm veg.. coz my stomach isnt very big so e amount of food tt goes in is limited. therefore i try to squeeze in as much meat before i reach my limit. if i eat alot of veg, i'll be full and thus would not haf consumed enuff meat.

do the following..

- dun gorge
( coz you'll feel bloated n not eat for e rest of the day. but eating little, u can actually accumulate to alot)
- eat whenever you feel like it
(and not waiting for dinner time to eat, hence i kinda like ate 9 over meals in a day.)
- dun chew too much
(as taught by royce but i cant achieve tt yet..)
- medicine
(yea got it frm the doc to keep the food in my stomach n not allow my body to repel it)
- eat more cheese
(for me itz like cheese fries all the way. n now kfc has this meal for cheese lovers~! *muacks~ )

actually still haf more stuff but i'm thinkin abt how to finish my econ essay at the moment.. so crap.. i'm like the only one in class hu started doin the essay today.

I AM NOT ANOREXIC NOR BULIMIAC

paarty~! y? no idea..

2006-10-03T15:31:00.000-07:00

slpin too much
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bbq on sat

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You Belong in the UK

Blimey!
A little proper, a little saucy.
You're so witty and charming...
No one notices your curry breath

What English Speaking Country Are You?

what's with the length of fingers n sporting talents..

2006-09-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

i duno if they're gonna moderate but this is the verdict. and as usual i'll go on the if-i-played-less-i-might-have-done-better mindset and proceed to commit the same mistake in preperation for the next exam.. ...

verdict..

chem D

econ E

math B

so yep.. jia you.. ...
finally got down to d/lin tt 3D IM thingie. hey itz fun. as in.. tho it was my first day there but i got to chat wif this gal.. kali i think.. frm canada hu loves anime too~! ^^
so there we were conversin (or trying to) in jap.

wanted to purchase yoruichi's costume (not e orange one) but went to buy a konoha neko instead.

here's the amazing news..

it can fly

serious~! either tt or it bounces really really high and is able to suspend itself in the air. (i took a snapshot as proof~!) kali got herself a pink usagi tt juz sits on her shoulder. pink.. horror.

e korean show (6-7) is gettin more n more interestin. thankful tt ke dou tian wang (7-8) is endin soon coz i cant stand some of their acting but yet i wanna find out what's going on and most of the time their acting makes me laugh. like the doctor today. lolz~!

i'm juz tryin to spend as much time as i can here so i wun nid to study but hu am i kidding? i've been slackin e whole wk. feel like such a bum yet dun feel like doing anything about it..

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ok.. after a game i will go study.

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really.. i hope..

finally have the time to blog~!

2006-09-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

hectic.

i've nv felt so hardworkin in my life. lolz.
so this is wad it means to play hard.

had to cram everything and end it by today coz sch starts tml. *groans*

let's see how much sleep i sacrificed. sobx.

started (enjoyin) technically on thurs coz we had chem paper (mcq~!) in e afternn then sakae n shoppin.

ok.. my itinerary

day.......start.......end
thurs....8am........5am
fri.........12pm......2am
sat........11am......4am
sun.......12pm......9pm

of which i managed to squeeze in.. (despite bein freakin late for e last 3 days due to lack of slp)
- ALOT of shoppin
- nice dinners (all of which are jap, funny enough..)
- a movie (devil wears prada)

- ice skating

- sentosa

- rounds of mahjong (which i unexpectedly did not lose)
- k box
- clubbing (almost got drunk or mayb i did. it was crazy la. wif crazy pple + a cat hu lacks slp)

*i do not enjoy clubbin k.. altho it's fun wif the right pple but seriously, pubbin is much more happenin*

shelled out abt a few hundreds this wk. n of coz i dun haf tt much money to start wif. thank G for parents. ^^

wanted to buy this gc wallet but arghx. not enuff cash. grace.. better rmb my favour to u k.. save money so tt can afford ur prez.

coco & vanness collaboration. wee~!

2006-09-15T19:43:00.000-07:00

ah.. my jaw hurts frm laughin too much. x-man overload. super funny episode. other then e wedding one. ^^ last part was a super KO~! lolz~!

battle shinhwa commercial. yea tt reality show is over le but i like e commercial. hye sung~! juz too lil jun jin. =(

ate curry. yum yum.

2006-09-15T12:58:00.000-07:00

sighx.. wad a flop this exam is becomin. heck~! =)

watched perhaps love juz now. sighx.. y is zhou xun so cool? i was lookin at her eyes the whole time.. itz juz so.. special. ha.. shrugx.

den of coz there's takeshi. =p

wanted to put off watchin perhaps love until the end of exams as a "treat" but hu am i kidding.. i give myself treats all the time, whether or not i work hard. bleh.

wanna change blog skin yet i dun wanna really change it.
k nvm shall go and dream about my new blogskin now while it's still rainin.
nap time~!

Hakuna Matata

2006-09-13T19:31:00.000-07:00

so proud of myself these 2 days. no not coz i did well (coz i din..)
but coz i can finally answer the question posed to me after every paper by my parents
"did u fall asleep?"

i dint~! for econ 3 and chem paper 3~! happie happie~!

but yea.. heck with results. it'z only prelim aniwaex. =)

watched lion king 3 e moment i went home. was kinda funny. lame but yea funny.
not worth to pay a ticket price for tho. but my dad bought the vcd anyway so y not just watch.

Hakuna Matata what a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata aint no passing craze
it means no worries, for the rest of your day
it's our problem-free philosophy.. Hakuna Matata~!

had a nice satisfying sleep thereafter. so now tt i've slept and taken care of my hygiene, refreshed~! ready to eat dinner in front of the telly. ah.. this is the life.

joce..

2006-09-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

CAN
YOU
JUZ
STOP
SLPIN
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recently watched movies

2006-09-03T16:09:00.000-07:00

coz tml's gp paper so i'm takin a break. wee. hope i wun fall asleep durin the paper..

rrly wanan watch forbidden city but itz ex and i'm in e midst of exams.. boo! movies are like e cheaper alternatives.

he's gonna get his tongue pierced and i dun feel good abt it.
nth against piercin but mom talked to mi privately abt her views on him piercin his tongue n u can feel that she'll be totally hurt if she knew he was gonna do it despite the disapproval frm both parents.
and on the other hand there he is tellin me how determined he is abt doing it. - -''..
well not tt i'm for the idea or what but i dun see why mom would restrict him.
i mean.. hasnt she learnt frm dealin aif mi tt when we wanna do somethin we'll juz do it, regardless of whether. so wad's the big deal abt a tongue pierced?
but den again i rrly thing he'll look weird. his look juz doesnt fit it. he's like a rocker wannabe wif a schboy face.
arghx~! wad is media or his frens doin to him?? he's already gone wif the red hair eye liner spike accessories stage and now this. i'm ok wif tattoos but i had better not have a brother with multiple tattoos.

so unfair~!!

2006-08-31T20:11:00.000-07:00

e movie ystd was shallow..

apparently beauty = no specs, no braces and big boobs
yea the part after uma touched tt rock and she became frm n outcast to popular.

e funny thing abt eastern n western countries.. on e day i watched super-ex came home in time to watch e korean show (e one tt starts at 10) and yea smething just struck.
how differently e directors conduct bed scenes. it's like.. once their on e bed they HAVE to have sex, until the bed breaks or there's a hole in the wall. (tt part it juz freakin lame to mi. he shld have been paralyzed.)
but in the koreans show, yea they are on a bed n pretty much in love but juz staring at each other is enough.

din rrly like the show, or the shark. itz juz so.. ... juz because men cant handle women they try to push them away. then why get fresh with them in the first place?

niwaex come home intendin to study but stupidly, becoz e cough has been bothering me, took cough medicine b4 i started and guess wad.. the medicine has drowsy effect~!! and yea i went to slp immediately after tt korean show and couldnt pull myself away frm lalaland until late afternoon. talk abt complete waste of time.. boo boo boo~!

i hate myself.. bleh..

2006-08-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

3 essays to complete.. and i've done none. boo~!
the most irritating thing happened today. coz ya as usual i'll push everything to the last minute so i told myself, you HAVE to wake up early to complete ur work today.

which i did~! i woke up around 11 or 12. which is freakin early for a sunday la pls. but arghx~! i went to my table.. stared at econ and FELL ASLEEP~! y did i freakin do that????!?!?!?!

and when i woke up itz like 4 plus.. freak~!

watched tt taiwan variety show. "zhong yi da ge da" and they were tellin lame jokes. again i got irritated with taiwan's version of english. i do admire fan weiqi coz she's so herself. but when she said the letter F i rolled my eyes. it's F F F F not ae-fu. wad's with taiwanese and english? S is pronounced as ae-su. fans are pronounced as fancy. there are pple like me who dont understand~! first time i heard it i tot it was chinese. but when i found out it was in english. omg.. save me.. - -''..

saturday
watched ant bully.
i like the foragin part when they "flew". so cute~!
overall.. ok la. some cool parts like the exterminator killin the insects while listenin to a symphony. reminded mi of last exile when lucciola fought with his brother. sighx.. beautiful yet tragic. (they both died)
but it wasnt as fun as a bug's life. boo.

nice dinner today. cheese fries as appetizer. (at 8) and i'm eatin the "real" dinner now. duck. ^^

HOLIDAE~~

2006-08-10T00:47:00.000-07:00

told myself had to be home early so i can blog b4 i fall aslp e moment i get home like ystd.

ystd's "concert" in sch was kinda fun actually. in a funny weird way. let's just say.. entertainin doesnt mean you have to enjoy it. went for lunch den went home to snooze b4 meetin them for dinner. ah no. i watched e korean show b4 i left the house. it's super nice~! coz he's finally warming out to her den she juz decided jiyi's dead.. so sad~! i was like describin the whole episode to them over dinner. ha.. gomen~!

was late this mornin. mad rush. and phone was like almost dyin so took my mom's phone instead (i obviously changed e sim card..)
sry to e pple hu msged in the morn. coz e msges are in the phone.

oh ya watched hoodwinked. like japeth the singin goat n twitchy. wad's wif caffeine n squirrels anywhr? over e hedge was better wif tt part but e soundtrack's cool n it's a funny show~! shld i be a spoiler? =p

grannie was GGG.. triple x la.. so dotz.
was abit like moonstone's plot. intertwined.

guess e funniest character is e wanna-be actor.

when granny said: 2 things granny doesnt do, lie n play extreme sports.
sighx.. so sad..

k i shant be a spoiler. it wun b fun anyway.

after pool we rushed off to e nearest house to catch the national day parade. we were like decidin hu's house was the nearest coz apparently no one stays in town. in the end we missed like half an hr of the show. boo~!

gong shi jia looked so freakin thin in her first outfit. eww~!

den came singapore idol. we all agreed nurul sang well. altho anyone hu can carry a tune would sound rrly nice wif tt song but yea i liked it. so u can imagine the commotion when dick commented. chelle was like throwin food at the tv. (dried ones.. not our dinner)

oh ya. ja finally wore smethin other den black today~!!!! yay~! but i dun get e ken not talkin to ja thing.. like.. ok.. tt's childish coz they arent like rrly pissed of with one another.

we could see the fireworks frm the house~!! but mom's phone had no camera.. it wasnt rrly clear anyway. =p

now i'm like replyin all msges wif: "sry went out wif another phone"
bet a few are skeptical. bleh.

HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE

sighx.. y is this national day the last time it'll be held at the padang? y y y?? =(

^^ tree~

2006-08-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

GLAD i din do violet's homework (she decided she cant finish goin thru)

GLAD i din sacrifice any sleep this week

GLAD i am not sick (e amt of pple falling sick are just.. ...)

B
U i'm not glad i din study.. juz been doin bits of homework here n there.. boo..
T

it's alright.. i'm sure i'll change soon.

violet commented on my "cheerfulness". AGAIN~!

arghx~! pls.. i'm not cheerful~! i just look so much more relaxed (as commented by jo) then the students you have stressed out. it's not like i go arnd wif a silly grin on my face 24/7. and i definitely am not acting happy because you're around. who can when you're constantly telling us "class you are lagging behind.. blah blah".

maybe teachers should just start being scarier. (no none of them are.. not even violet.)

my only concern now is food and sleep coz it'z the weekends~! yay~!

wishlist: stress, time, fats

2006-07-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

kinda feel that there is really ALOT of things i have to do.. maybe i shldnt haf burnt my wkend. but hey, i had fun so not so bad. ^^

seriously.. what's the point of bombarding and drowning us in assignments when the thing we need most now is time to study and internalize? it's like i spend my freetime trying to complete my work (i havent quite succeeded) and thus have to compensate on studying for tests which are like occuring daily.
_____________________________________
what's the point??

i'm perplexed, confused and dumbfounded..
on top of sat's outing, watched 2 movies on sunday. BUT i did do some sch work so i'm not guilty.

juz hope we'll get more work so i can stop failing my tests because itz juz redundant to sit for a test you havent studied for at this point in time.

for the record, i failed 2 tests today and i haf like 3 or 2 comin up tomorrow.

k.. shall go have my dinner now. (no.. i'm not having supper)

lalalala... liar~!

2006-07-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

"promised" violet (she met up wif my parents today) i would stop tv, goin out n stuff coz she kept stressin "u only haf 6 wks" and e moment i came home.. 5 hrs straight of tv. ... i din plan to ok. juz tt every show on tv was so interestin today. just like every other day.. lolz.

5 - 6 : entertainment news
6 - 7 : glass slippers
7 - 8 : green forest
8 - 9 : guess³
9 - 10 : love at 0°C

she mentioned funny thing today..
"i dun see the stress n effort from you. always looking so happy and tt day in class happily drinking milo.."
so.. it's bcoz i "appear" nonchalant, drink milo, or seem to be in good spirits? i juz dun see e pt of bringing that up. and den came the comparison..
"some of my student (in MY class), you can see the stress on their faces, listening intently to what i'm saying but you.. (like wad she said earlier)"
and she never fails to bring up the topic on her 5 yr old son. kudos to you. and ur son.

i noe we've had ms lai talkin to us.. hazlindah talkin to us.. ng talkin n talkin n talkin

(shant say naggin coz itz they haf no choice. they haf to uphold e sch's reputation n theirs)
i appreciate that but.. i still dun get e stress i'm supposed to.

DESPERATE PLEA FOR HELP:

CAN SOMEONE JUZ STRESS ME AND MAKE ME STUDY?? I NEED STRESS~!!!

i'm takin it too easy according to violet but itz not like i wanna fail. itz juz dat i absolutely refuse to stress myself in e past n now i cant seem to stress myself.
life IS easy. there's no denying that. but makin money it not.. hence tt need to study.. so dotz~!

juz hope i'm able to feel e stress soon.

G, JC can u guys hear me???

hope saturday would be fun. ^^

let's enjoy life~

2006-07-16T18:55:00.000-07:00

lolz.. spastic male wif red flag.. cant believe we're related.

forgot abt postin results. yep verdict..

chem O

math F

econ F

ha.. wad can i say. i'm juz surprised i can pass chem. i see a glimmer of hope. ironic.. but yea i do. makes mi think if i studied organic too maybe i can get an E. now wouldnt tt look nicer? haha..

cant wait for wed. pirates of e caribbean. 2h30m.. damn long.. reviews arent tt nice but juz hope itz enjoyable enuff for mi. ^^

k i'm so dead.. 6 essays due n i've done like none. jia you~! i'm on my way to completin one. jia you jia you~!

cheated~!

2006-07-04T23:46:00.000-07:00

went to watch king n clown.. there were parts of e trailer tt werent shown~!!! not fair~!!!!!!!!!!

like i said.. e trailer is so much nicer.. seriously.. itz e song tt's cool.

prediction of mid-yr results..

chem F
math F
econ F

like obvious..
finally found e cd.. y cant e other cd outlets be as well stocked up as hmv.. - -''..

i nid time~!

2006-07-03T15:58:00.000-07:00

spend my fri n sat REwatchin anime.. ha.. yea. re-watchin last exile. i am so thankful for my goldfish memory..
coz itz been yrs since i last watched it (since 2003) n i obviously cant rrly rmb wad happened.
hence i enjoyed myself once again. itz so sad lorx.. dio n lucciola.. sobx sobx..
went out on sun (juz a short while) and spend e rest of e day diggin out my notebooks, scannin them and uploadin them. (yes i wanna create a gallery. ^^) but i'm juz abt halfway done.. wanna see wad i've accomplished so far?
no tt's not wad i only did.. i also had to scan them individually to get a complete picture.
but once i'm done, anyone can juz click on a pic and view e whole notebook. ^^.
ya itz meaningless. juz for my personal reference.. in case i lose any notebooks in e future..
i lost a few le.. roughly remember how they look like but if only i had a pic.. =(

yepx.. which means i've yet to start on math.. i am SO dead.. hopefully i'll b able to get things done l8r. coz itz easier to study when u're outside. i hope.

kamisama~! tasukette~! onegai.. sighx..

eww.. he bought playboy studs..

2006-06-28T23:39:00.000-07:00

joce hates joce for tellin lies.. sighx.. said i would study chem after SI but din.. watched xiao meimei play need for speed (twas kinda interestin) den watched anime. now i'll juz retire to my bed. wadeva.. juz let chem die. niwaex.. i'm super excited. ^^ coz i can confirm my eyes arent playin tricks on mi. yay~! i'm not e only one hu dislikes meryl. =p

eatin miniature 'seedless' green grapes

2006-06-28T15:02:00.000-07:00

i became a snow~~man~~cat today. freezin my butt n hands off. guess i din manage to put fats in me throughout this hol. arghx. cant u fats juz stay in me~! already i'm not exercisin and increasing my food intake. think i shld start prayin to the phat.

done wif 5 papers~! (not subjects)

shall note them down for convenience sake.
eng 1, eng 2, math 1, chem 3, econ 3.

chem 1&2 tml afternn. juz found tt out today. so happie~1 itz an afternn paper.. yay. mr. zz is cheerin wif mi rite now. ^^

man.. e trailer's (king n clown. itz like juz below) song is juz so nice.. it'z playin rite now. repetitively. lolz.
itz not on e king & clown OST tho.. thankfully i'm still able to "read" abit of korean so i kinda got e artist n e song title.. but itz not tt easy to find.. coz there's no definite pronunciation.
like 준기 = jun-ki, joon-ki, joon-gi.
they all rep same person.
korean has no romanization or hanyu pinyin.. so inconvenient..
nvm.. after exams i'll haf all e time in e world to source down e singer.

guess my mac's digested. about time for a nap. den after singapore idol..

OH YA~! meryl's out. tt is juz e best thing i've heard so far. (ok.. abt tml bein an afternn paper tops it) in case anyone hasnt notice or maybe itz juz me but i sense this 'animosity' b/w meryl n geraldine. when ger got called out for wildcard she hugged everyone but meryl. n no it wasnt an accident. meryl did extend out her hand. then again.. i might be sorely mistaken. wadeva. i'm juz repulsed by this girl named meryl joan lee.

back to topic.. after singapore idol i shall start studyin organic chem n bio. sighx.. y didnt i study organic~!!!!! i totally flunk my chem paper.. skipped every single organic question because i'm juz clueless. itz a memorisin thing and i am juz a diskette~! like how much can u store in a diskette.

king n e clown..

2006-06-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

i rrly like the trailer ALOT
e music is e highlight. plus u get to see 준기. ^^

e look-like-a-gal-but-is-a-guy guy is juz so cool. (준기 a.k.a e jester) i dunno wad's it abt him (he looks like a cross b/w vanness n yida) but i'm juz rrly drawn to his character in e movie. din feel anythin when i saw his out-of-movie pic but in e movie he's juz.. omg. so cool. think itz e hair. lolz.

sighx.. haf yet to start on inorganic nor physical chem.. halfway thru organic.. halfway thru macro eco.. haven started on math.. n itz 3 more days to e exam. ^^

da chang jin finally finished.. e daughter isnt cute at all. bleh. caught up wif alot of pple this hol. cool~ :)

enjoyed my kfc today. haha.

yea i rrly shld get back to studyin.

2006-06-21T16:16:00.000-07:00

wanted to plant a tortoise on my bro's adidas shoe (which he's sprayin now) but it din work out coz i hate my drawin so i decided to plant my tortoise somewhr else.
which is on e comp. lolz. results below. itz SO pri sch~! but waddya expect. i'm sucky at art. lunch time~!

like i said it was bad.. but there IS smethin nice abt this crap. my signature~! ^^
cant see? itz there is black, above tt distorted crawlin excuse for a tortoise.

S O R P

2006-06-20T14:46:00.000-07:00

jay n yundi. ^^ yundi is so freakin cool. jay messed up quite abit but hey, can understand his "stress" coz his partner is yundi~! but still kudos to both of them. yay yay.

happie happy dae~~

2006-06-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

die.. i'm laughin too much. ouch.

dad said it was ok for mi to fool arnd now so long as i dun screw my a lvls. so yep. cool~ i can stop studyin for now. ^^

kept changin e pic overhead.. for like a few hrs. juz kept exptin wif pics.. none works.. sighx..

hope e next few will. afterwhich is bedtime~! cant wait. yay yay.

2006-06-19T13:55:00.000-07:00

did alot of comparision of Motorola Limited Edition Liquid Gold RAZR V3i

some bad things abt DGM
- no radio
- no infra (means cant get stuff frm phone w/o bluetooth)
- 1.23 megapx

gd things..
itz so freakin beautiful
262k tft display
524 MB (itz not tt fantastic but since itz ext memory.. u can rrly store alot of stuff. ^^ )

like i said.. e lte ed has only 1000 units.. but not to worry.. found this extract.

According to Motorola Asia, a consumer version, the Motorola RAZR V3i D&G Special Edition Gold, will be made available to the Singapore market by early June at a retail price of S$788 without operator contract.

doesnt look as nice.. itz more like honeyed and not as sleek as e liq. gold. to me.

ok.. done wif breakfast.. shall watch some movies to digest.
oh ya.. i found princess' diaries 2 amongst my dad's vcd collection. ^^
but there's no part one.. - -''..
watched seoul raiders e other day.. eh.. like ok la. lame and ya. lame. in a gd way. =)
shall go poke around for more promisin movies.

on my pc..

2006-06-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

- langauge bar is up (as in visible finally)
- sound system is workin

^^
i dun haf to change my cpu anymore

plus i think i recovered le. yay~!

oh, one more thing to b happy abt.. went to blogskins to search some skin stef was recommendin and went to my skins & ah~!!!!! 158 downloads on my incompleted (stated there) kakashi skin. i like completely forgot abt it.

kinda motivated mi to upload more skins. soon soon.

but now browser doesnt work& blogger's still in chinese. irritatin.. dunno why it juz wouldnt show english no matter how many times i change e encodin.

so glad vanness teamed up wif kangta
i mean he's cute and deserve attention like this. f4 ruined him.. bleh
vanness can sing n dance.. juz tt his attitude at times.. nevertheless he still qualifies as an eyecandy. =p
looks boyish beside kangta tho.. kangta is SO much cooler. liked kangta b4 vanness came into e pic anyway. miss H.O.T.. =(

din upload e mtv coz i find e qlty bad. e female lead in e mv is super chio tho.
designed a few blog skins le but arghx~! i will nv forgive e family comp for destroyin my skin~!

was like creatin e bg pixel by pixel~! made my shoulders ache but it was comin out fine. and the *%&$##@^&* comp had to restart (due to sys error. bet itz juz an excuse~!) and everything was gone. juz like that.. gone.. gone.. (ha.. sounds like e b.e.p song)

went around the house screamin.. (tt was days ago..) devasted. e rest of e skins dun look nice to mi.. or itz not mi enough. infuriatin..

cant wait for 9pm.. think tt show will b very sad.. i wanna cry~! been v.long since i cried and i muz make sure i havent lost my ability to cry. i took quite long to make myself able to cry ok. i dun wanna go thru it again. I CAN CRY DE~!

here's one more thing to be sad abt.. D&G teamed up wif motorola and produced this SUPER NICE PHONE~! wad's so sad? not tt fact tt i cant afford or buy it but the fact tt there's only 1000 units for sale~! tt makes mi want it even more~! arghx~!!!! u cant do this to mi.. =( y cant they come up wif this phone like few yrs later when i start to work? not fair not fair not fair~!!!!!

some pics to console myself..

liao eh.. itz damn nice lorx.. i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan~!